Broken

Whats in the lock box

I look at him and don't say a word...
Ivan:"baby please tell me what's in the lock box"
Me:"I don't want to"
Ivan:"why"
Me:"because your going to be even more mad at me"
Ivan:"I will be even more mad at you if you don't open the lock box"
I grab the key and open it he looks inside of it and sees pictures then start going through it and finds a necklace that has  music notes in a shape of a heart then he finds a ring
Ivan:"what are these?"
Me:"the necklace I got for me and Carissa a long time ago and when we stopped being friends she took her necklace and through it on the train tracks and I kept it ever since😔"
Ivan:"okay what about the ring"
Me:"the ring was my aunts she was my only hope to get away from my parents until she relapsed and disappeared"
Ivan:"oh 😞"
Me:"yeah"
Ivan:"and what are all these pictures?"
Me:" a lot of them are of me and Carissa from the time that we meet to when we stopped being friends then the rest are just pictures of me and my parent and aunt until everything got fucked up"
I grabbed the lock box and started to close it when ivan stopped me he took the lock box back and grabbed my journal and started shaking it until four razor blades fell to the ground he didn't say anything he gave me the lock box and picked up every razor blade and threw them away I put the lock box up and went downstairs ivan was sitting on the couch and I sat beside him then he got up and grabbed his keys and left I started to tear up when I closed my eyes and leaned my head back...
END OF P.O.V
Ivan's P.O.V
I drive to the beach and sit there and watch the waves crash into each other it made me mad to see y/n in so much pain while she's with me it also makes me sad to see her still cut because I don't wanna lose her I begin to calm myself down and I get in my car and drive home when I get home y/n is sitting on the couch texting someone with tears in her eyes
Me:"baby what's wrong?"
Y/n:"are you still mad at me?"
Me:"no is that what your so upset about?"
Y/n:"it's why I was crying more because I really care about you and love you and I don't wanna fuck things up"
Me:"baby we're just fine I love you to wanna watch that movie"
Y/n:"sure"
We start watching the movie and she lays her head on my chest and soon falls asleep...