Broken

Ivans reaction

Ivan's P.O.V
I was on my way home when I decided to call y/n and ask her if she's okay and she sounds like she's crying I could tell she was doing something that she didn't want me to know about so I tell her I'm still at school about 20 minuets after we get off the phone I pull in the driveway I open the door and I walk upstairs and hear water running I go in our bedroom and see drops of blood on the floor and there's a lock box on the bed I start to get worried I start walking towards the bathroom when I look down and there's a trail of blood on the floor going into the bathroom I open the door and see y/n pressing a towel on her arm she turns around and quickly shuts the door I try to open it but it's locked I go to get stuff to clean up the blood in the hallway when I come back upstairs the bathroom door is open and y/n is sitting on the bed locking the lock box I go in our room and shut the door she turns around and looks at me
Me:"what were you doing in the bathroom"
Y/n:"nothing"
Me:"bullshit now tell me what the fuck you were doing in the bathroom and why there's blood in the hallway and blood right where your standing!?!?!"
Y/n:"ummm..."
She looks down at the ground I walk over to her
Me:"roll up your sleeve"
Y/n:"no"
Me:"why if you didn't do anything?"
Y/n:"because I don't want to make you upset"
Me:"just roll up your sleeve"
She rolls up her sleeve and starts to cry my heart breaks into a million pieces seeing twelve deep really bad cuts on her wrists
Y/n"I'm sorry"
I hug her tight while she cry's on my shoulder I kiss her
Me:"why did you do it?"
She doesn't answer and just looks down while pulling her sleeve back down
Me:"next time just tell me okay don't lie to me"
Y/n"okay I love you"
Me:"I love you too"
Me:"do you want to watch a movie or something?"
Y/n:"sure but after I clean up all the blood"
Me:"no go pick out the movie you want to watch and I'll clean it up"
Y/n:"you sure?"
Me:"yeah"
Y/n:"ok"
She walks downstairs and I start to clean up the blood
End of P.O.V
Y/n's P.O.V
My head fills with thoughts of how could you let him catch you and why are you letting your guard down around him like what the fuck are you doing letting your guard down around him like that I shake my head trying to make all of those thoughts disappear but they still remain I pick out a movie and wait for ivan I decide to go and check on him I walk into our room and see him pull out my lock box
Ivan:"what's in the lock box?"
Me:"nothing"
Ivan:"open it."
I shake my head no
Ivan:"open it now or tell me what's in the lock box!"
I look at him and don't say a word...