//did I not post this??? I could've sworn I did????//
3rd Person POV:
Nothing.
Nothing.
Nothing.
None of the boys spoke a word. Butters face was too much for anything in the human language to define. Anger, Fear, Relief, Depression all climbing back into his head.
" All... this... time. How was I so stupid. I should've known. It was too fucking good to be true." Butters shook his head with an unsettling chuckle.
" No Angel pleas-" Kenny reached for Butters cheek.
" I meant it when I said I can't live without you." Butters shakily sighed with an imperceptible smile.
" Neither can I, Angel." Kenny kissed Butters hand. The opposing boy pulled away with his smile becoming less and less subtle.
" Then I guess I'll see you in hell." He was full on grinning at Kenny with tears lacing his face.
" I'm never going to let you hurt yourself. Even if it means I have to watch you every second of the day." Kenny firmly took a grip of Butters.
" You can't erase 5 years in a months, McCormick." The smaller turned away and layed down. He sniffed into his pillow, clenching it tightly with an unbearable pain in his stomach.
" I need time to think. Please. Get out." Butters whispered in a soft to not barely be heard. Still he could hear the sound of someone getting up and a door closing.
He tricked me
He loved me.
He used me.
He saved me.
He hurt me.
I hurt him.
"Butters is that you?" A rather deep and gruff voice queried. Butters bolted up and quickly turned to see who it was.
***
" Gah! You frightened me!" I playfully punch his shoulder.
" Oh I'm sorry cutie! I didn't realise I caught an angel! Want me to return you to the skies?" He chuckled. My face heated up.
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" Butters? What are you doing, angel?" I softly murmured as not to frighten him." H-Huh? AH! M-MYSTIE! W-where's did y-you g-g-g-get here?!" He spun around, dropping something metal- sounding at the instant.
" Don't be worried, I just came now. How are you?" My words were calm and quiet. I treated him like a bomb that would go off any second
" I-I-I'm f-f-f-fine! Please... g-go. I don't want you to see me l-l-like this." Heavy whimpers infected his speaking. Silently I tiptoe into the room and place his hand on mine.
Butters curled himself up into a ball and spent the next half an hour spilling his thoughts into an empty room. The echo bounced off of the walls, only reminding him how isolated he had been. The boy wanted to forget. Oh God he did, but the same beautiful face. The same charming voice and comforting words were drilled deep into his conscious.
He inhaled a fresh breath and worked through it one more time.
"Kenny dressed up as his superhero counterpart and used it as means to get close to me." He realised he was overshadowing what Kenny had done.
He didn't have to. He chose to. And I chose to let him in. It was the best decision of my life.
And like always I screwed it up. I'm lucky of he'll even speak to me again.
...
Staring at an blank wall for more than 5 minutes, with you just constantly making remarks to yourself, is more than enough to drive someone insane. That's why Butters was quite relieved to hear someone walk through the door.
" Ngh... H-Hey... " Tweek peered in calmly.
"Hey." Butters greeted back. Tweek knelt down to the side of the bed, not saying anything. Butters whimpered and pulled him into a hug.
" I-I've m-m-missed y-you." The blue boy sniffed.
" Ngh! M-me too!" The blonde spaz replied, tearing up a bit himself.
Butters was struck with guilt. He wanted to get everything off his chest. Tell it someone other than an empty room, but he didn't want to make Tweek worry more than he had.
" Butters. Please you need to tell me what happened. And we can work through this together. " Tweek explained, ruffling his hair. Butters memory of before he woke up was extremely vivid. The thought of it made him shudder. There was no better person to tell it to though. Unlike some people, he knew he could trust Tweek.
" I c-came h-h-home f-fine s-s-school late. M-my dad n-early ch- ock-ed me a-a-a-a-" Tweek hushed Butters and assured him that he didn't have to finish it if it was too hard. The blue boy nodded thankfully in response.
For a bit there was a firm silence. Then Butters inhaled slowly and turned to Tweek.
" Tweek...what do you do if... if the person you hated pretended to be someone else and you fell in love with them?" He pushed out all in one breath. Tweek cocked his head seemingly confused and inquired what he meant.
" For a while now I was having other with a person called Mysterion and a week ago I asked him to be my boyfriend. He's sweet and cared about me so much. He even stopped me from committing suicide. But he was...Kenny... all this time and I'm so torn. Everything he's done to me...I can't let him off that easily, but no one's ever l-l-loved me..
Romantically of c-course." Butters said with his voice getting higher and higher. Tweek put his hand and on my back and embraced me once more." If it was up to me I'd kick his ass, but it's not about what I really...really...extremely would like to do. It's about what your gut feeling wants Butters. Think about it simply. Do you love him? Yes or no." Tweek spoke relaxed and comfortingly.
" ... Y-yes..." Butters choked out. Tweek pulled his hair back and laid the blue boy's head on his shoulder.
" Then go for it. I'll be right next to you." Tweek reassured.
"Thank you, Tweek." Butters muttered into Tweek's shoulder.
// Yay and complete! Hope you enjoye! baiii!//

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Mystie ( A South Park Bunny Fanfic ) COMPLETED
RomanceButters is depressed and fed up of always being the victim. But what else can he do. He loses all hope. That is till a Peter Pan look alike pays him a visit. (Cover not mine. Self harm/ Child Abuse TW)