𝚆𝚒𝚗𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙻𝚘𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚜

𝚂 𝙴 𝚅 𝙴 𝙽 𝚃 𝙴 𝙴 𝙽

𝙈𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙖𝙡 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙩𝙝 𝙞𝙨 𝙖 𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙢 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙖 𝙨𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙘𝙝.
-𝙌𝙪𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙮

𝙵𝚎𝚋𝚛𝚞𝚊𝚛𝚢 𝟿, 𝟸𝟶𝟷𝟽

Not that I started to take actual interest in Taylor but she was there so I took that to my advantage. She still checks up on me every night to make sure I'm okay. We haven't seen each other in person since then but we talk on the phone and text a lot.

A couple weeks have passed since the incident with Pieree. I've tried to visit her multiple times now but when she sees me, she just turns around and tells the guards that she doesn't want to visit right now. I'm not going to lie...

That shit really hurts my feelings every single time. And it angers the hell out of me that she doesn't believe what I tell her about what I went through. I would never lie about some shit like that. I can't even make shit like that up.

I don't even remember the sex. Just bits and pieces of before then when I woke up naked as fuck in her bed.

It's been a hard few weeks. My mind just won't settle down enough for me to think properly. Her nineteenth birthday is coming up in a few months and I feel so bad about her having to spend it in there.

I just keep telling myself that everything will work out the way it does. That maybe this shit is happening for a reason. As much as I adore and care about her, maybe this shit just wasn't meant to be.

I've been at home recently instead of Ree's house. I just finished washing clothes and cleaning up a little bit. It's really boring as fuck. I feel like I have nothing going for myself anymore.

My life before I met Ree was the total opposite. I had a lot of bitches to do whatever with, I was always going out with friends in different states, and everything else that came with that life style.

Wild shit.

But when I got with Pieree, I cut all that shit off just for her and now everything feels weird without her around.

I plopped down on the couch with a sigh and picked up my phone. I called Quay and she answered after two rings.

"Hey sis." I said putting on the best smile I could muster.

"Look at you finally pickin up the phone to call me. Finally." She put aggression on the last word making my smile fade away.

"I know. I was just mad at you."

"Mmmm...ok"

"Mmtch don't be like that. Ok fine, how about this? Come over and we can spend some sister time together?"

"Fine. It better be some food when I get there though or we fighting and I put that on you."

"Bitch. That's not an issue. See you when you get here. Love you." I rolled my eyes at her.

"I love you too chump."

The call ended and I got up to go cook something for us to eat. I opened the pantry door and it was empty as fuck.

I grabbed my phone from my pocket and went to Wingstop mobile app. I ordered our wings and fries just the way we liked it. I also made sure to get Quay's favorite drink Fanta Strawberry.

While I was waiting for the food to come, I started picking out movies for us to watch. I got out The Notebook, The Incredibles, Acrimony, and the very first sessions of Sponge Bob and The Amazing World of Gumball. Yes, we childish.