˗ˏˋ 𝓕𝐀𝐋𝐋 - 𝐙𝐇𝐔 𝐙𝐇𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 ˎˊ˗

♡ˎˊ˗ f i f t y - o n e

FLASHBACK
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My mother then giggled at my words which made me confused. She put her hand on my shoulder.

"That's up for you to decide my little ballerina."

"Wait what? What do you mean?"

Her words confusing me more.

'So,
I'm not really dead?'

"You can choose what you want Hua...

You can go back to land to your brother and your friends,

Or you can be an angel like me.."

My heartbeat became louder and louder thinking. Will I make the right choice..?

"But, you'll be by yourself...Mom.."

She smiled at me, smoothing my hair with her delicate fingers.

"You don't have to worry about me dear, choose what's right for you."

CAI HUA
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"Okay everyone! That's it for today."

We bowed to our ballet instructor as me and my class left the studio. Chatter and the sounds of ballet shoes walking around the halls.

I sat on the bench waiting for Jaehyun to pick me up from ballet. I fiddled with my bare fingers in my lap, ignoring all that was around me.

I need to take my medicine.

"...Damn it." I cursed. My feet dangling off the ground. It was the fourth day missing my medication. My mind rushing with thoughts to forget. Running my fingers through my raven colored hair, I sat up and carried on to the nearest pharmacy.

"Hua, you must always take your medication." -Jaehyun

[time skip]

"Name please?" The pharmacist asked me at the front desk. I smiled at her. "Cai Hua." The lady then left for the medicine, but to my surprise, she came back with a confused look.

"Ms, it says you're not need for any prescriptions at the time."

I frowned at her response. Asking her again to check if she had the correct name, which made her more irritated.

"You did have memory lost from your accident, but after a couple of years, you should of been fine to stop taking the medication.."

I stared at her with widen eyes.

'So..Why am i taking this medicine..?'

AUTHOR
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"Who even are you now Zhengting..?"

"I'm a fucking unicorn that's who I am." Chengcheng sighed at the 27 year old drunk, feeling hopeless as Zhengting laid on the couch with puffy, red eyes and swollen cheeks.

"You gotta stop doing this ge," He said. "It's been 5 years... haven't you already-"

"Have you experienced the pain, Fan Chengcheng..?"

Chengcheng stood silent.

He had only assumed that Zhengting was over Hua. The rest of NEX7 still cared for the girl, except,

She just couldn't remember them.

No matter what they did, she just couldn't remember.

Of course, Zhengting never showed his sadness.

Zhengting wanted to show that he was a good leader in NEX7 not only that but to his members too.

But sometimes, Zhengting would sneak off to the bar. Forgetting that pain existed.

But deep in his heart,

He felt as if he was falling apart day by day.

Nights of sadness and the pain of not having her remember him was trauma. Zhengting blamed himself the most.

Maybe if he hadn't broken up with her, just maybe she would of stayed in China just to be with him...

But, why would she stay in China for the man who not only made her wait for 4 months, but also sent a crazy girl threatening her?

At least that's what Zhengting thought.

"God, this is even worse than last week..."

The drunk scoffed playfully, yet he still had some sense in him. "Come on, I wasn't that drunk."

"Bitch you tried coloring my face with a highlighter because you told me I was important."

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Honestly same Chengcheng same

But, do you guys get it (omg pristin v's 'get it' song a bop yes queen) now?

Thoseeeeee medicines

NYEBWGGBEBTBEY JAEHYUN WAE

gud im dying

i don't want zhengting to be sad ;-;

but! they'll see each other soon ;) the curtain will soon draw where the truth reveals!

zheng and her will be together, but what about jaehyun?

we shall ship him back to connecticut for 4 years again- jk jk lub you jae but your kinda the bad guy rn (；ω；)♡

"I lived in connecticut for 4 years man-" pFTT YES JAE YES

btw THENK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR 10K READS I CRI I SHALL GIVE YOU ALL HAPPY MEALS

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