˗ˏˋ 𝓕𝐀𝐋𝐋 - 𝐙𝐇𝐔 𝐙𝐇𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 ˎˊ˗

♡ˎˊ˗ t h i r t y - t w o

FLASHBACK
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"Mom..?"

"Oh dearie, why are you crying?" My mother stood up from her hospital bed and ruffled my hair gently.

"Mom...Casper likes me." I buried my tiny face into my soft hands. My mother then soon let out a chuckle as I continued to tell her about Casper.

"Well, what do you feel when you're with Casper?" The sounds from the machines hooked to my mother's body were blurred and muted from our conversation.

"I, have this feeling... a feeling a can only feel when I'm near him. A feel- I don't know..." I wiped my tiny tears away. I laid down in my mother's arms in the uncomfortable hospital bed.

"Then you must like him, yes?" She snuggled me in her embrace. "No...Mom I don't think I'm in love with Casper though..."

She then grew silent for a moment, thinking what to say to her 13 year old daughter.

"When you meet someone you love, you have this feeling with them that you don't get with one else. You want to be with them forever and be by their side."

CAI HUA
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"Hey guys I think she's dead."

"Shut the actual hell up Lee Minha she is not."

"Huh?" I blinked to see my teammates gathered around me in a circle. "Holy crap we though you died!" Minha hugged me tightly around my waist. "Actually Minha was the only one of thought that." Yeeun sighed at Minha.

We all laughed about it and got back to practicing for debut. It has been 2 months since I left for South Korea.

Since I trained at Yuehua for 2 years and I was a good dancer, I didn't require any other practice except vocal and Korean.

I'm still learning day by day, but I have my teammates here helping me since our debut is only a few months away. Having 5 other teammates known as Lee Minha, Kim Yeeun, Bae Sunyoung, Im Subin, and Lu Yingyue.

Lu Yingyue came to South Korea with me from Yuehua Entertainment too. She a bit reminds me of Lev but she's a really nice person with an amazing vocabulary.

I've still been in touch with my brother and some of the Nine Percent members. Apparently they came back from LA a few days ago.

"Somewhere out there is a tree, tirelessly producing oxygen so you can breathe. I think you own it an apology."

"If I throw a stick, would you leave?"

"Sticks come from trees yah idiot!"

'And I thought we were practicing.' I thought as laughed to myself.

'I'm okay. I'm happy,'

But deep down in my heart,

Even if I say I deserved it,

I am still hurting from Zhengting.

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i watched 'The Greatest Showman' yesterday and, AJANSBSDBDND IT WAS SO GOOD AND SAD T - T

*le cries*

Btw, remember that Lin Yanjun Fanfic I spoiled everyone about, haha well it's out but no actual chapters are on it. Just the intro and characters.

Hope you'll check it out when the chapters come!

i really wanna wake up early tomorrow so i could have time to do stuff but probably ain't :(

Oh and this happened yesterday but yesterday I was 'supposed' to babysit my brother. So my mom woke me up when she left but I fell back asleep.And my brother played 'Hard Carry' by Got7 on his iPad really loud next to my ear to wake me up (≧∀≦) I taught me brother well hehe

And yea my brothers a iGot7/ Aghase and a Wannable(о'∀'о) he's also a Jackson and Daniel stan haha 😂