˗ˏˋ 𝓕𝐀𝐋𝐋 - 𝐙𝐇𝐔 𝐙𝐇𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 ˎˊ˗

♡ˎˊ˗ t w e n t y - n i n e

CAI HUA
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It's all my fault.

I had never showed up to practice today. Bawling my eyes out for what I had committed. My face covered in tears and sweat. Anxiety overcame to the point where I started pulling my hair.

I wasn't worried about me. Hell if anything happened to me, I deserved it.

I was worried about Zhengting.

I had damaged his career as an idol that he had worked so hard for.

"...I-I'm sorry...." I hiccuped. The clouds above turned gray as the sound of thunder in the background. Rain started pouring madly, mixing in with my tears.

It was cold. The rain hit my back hard. Wet and freezing. But I didn't care.

I deserved it.

[time skip]

Soon went back to dorms soaking wet. I then went to the boys dorm first to fold the leftover laundry I had left.

Drying myself with a towel as I stand in front of the entrance, a humming sound came from the kitchen. I walked over to see what or who it was.

Zhengting.

"What happened to you?! We were worried sick." He stopped washing the dishes and soon grabbed the towel around my neck to then dry my hair.

"I'm fine." I said unemotionally. Zhengting gave me a look, but soon led my to the dining room and sat me down across from him.

"I have something to tell you.." I told him. Zhengting sadly smiled at me as he pulled his chair in more. "I have something to say as well."

"You can go first." He nodded to me but soon stood in silence after that. "Hua, it's time I told you this,"

"I think we should break up."