The fall sounds a lot like a symphony of cries. (A Jalex fanfiction)

We've got one thing in common, and it's this tongue of mine. (Picture of Mitch)

Hey loves, so my computer crashed... So here are the days of writing this on my phone!! Yay. But  a picture of what I imagine Mitch looking like is too the side :) Isn't he cute? Go Alex! Haha, anyway the title for this chapter goes to the 1975.. (P.S. This is a long chapter, with sex) Happy Readings!

With Love, LJ

Jack's P.O.V.

As I walked out laughing, I decided to stop at the floral shop to pick up some flowers for Paul. Making my chances of getting laid easier, because i'm sure he's mad at me for abandoning him. In the meantime my mind was swirling with thoughts... What is it that i'm feeling for Alex? I can't like him, I don't like people... I also don't know if I should break up Paul, or should I wait this week out, just so I have a reason to get Alex to come over, possibly get him drunk and sleep with me. I like the latter but all these thoughts are exhausting, making me crave a glass of wine right about now, I hope Paul has wine. I pulled into his driveway and pulled out my phone calling Paul. He answered on the second ring. "What's up?" he said sounding irritated. I sighed "Umm.... I' m here. Do you want me to come on in??" I said thinking how ridiculous I sound calling my "boyfriend" to let me in. Still seeming mad, Paul laughed lightly "Get your Ass in here." I laughed as he hung up. "Well then" I said to myself, as I opened his door taking off my shoes, remembering that Paul is anal about shoes in his house. I laughed at the little pun as I walked into the kitchen, where I was assuming Paul was, it being 4:30 now. Wrapping my arms around him from behind with the flowers in one hand. "Mmm. It smells so good." That wasn't a lie, the spaghetti smelled enticing. Paul gasped "You got me flowers!"  He turned around to face me. I smiled. "Of course! I'm sorry for abandoning you today. Can you forgive me?" I truly did feel bad for leaving him today. He smiled slowly weighing his options.  Leaning towards me closing the gap between us and kissed me passionately. I smiled into the kiss, I was definitely getting laid tonight. He pulled away far too quickly, I smiled "I'll take that as a yes?" He smiled hitting my arm lightly,  "You goon, yes I forgive you." He leaned forward again kissing me with even more passion, I grabbed his legs lifting him up so he was sitting on the counter, he wrapped his legs around me as I bit his bottom lip asking for entrance, which he granted, slipping my tongue into his mouth, his tongue battled mine for dominance, mine winning. But Paul pulled away, "Not here" he whispered his voice husky, which was so hot I didn't care what came out of his mouth I would've  done it in a matter of seconds. I obliged and lifted him up and carried him towards his bedroom making out with him, the entire way there. I slammed open the door, throwing Paul down on the bed, I detached myself from his lips, and started attacking his neck. Leaving a trail of love bites  down to his collarbones. This causing Paul to let out a small moan, I detached myself from him completely, causing him to whimper at the loss of touch. I removed our shirts, and pants, leaving us only in our boxers. Paul knows that I am dominant,so he knows my pleasure comes first, so he quickly rolls us over so he is on top and pulls down my boxers, letting my rock hard dick free, moaning as he does so because the feeling of getting out of the restraints is amazing, this makes Paul laugh as he takes my member in his mouth, I let out a moan that would put a porn star to shame, because his laugh against my dick feels amazing. I grab a fistful of his hair shoving him further onto it, and one great thing is Paul has no gag reflex, so the guy gives a wicked blowjob, he gets all of it into his mouth and hums. He pulls off making me cuss at him "Fuck you Paul. You're a tease."  He winks at me "I know. and you'll get your chance." as he licks the precum off my tip, licking the slit, then running his tongue along the vein sending me towards the edge, but before I got there he flawlessly slipped me back into his mouth, deep throating me, send me into my climax, I spilled into his mouth, and he swallowed every drop. I stared at him, and took in every inch of him, his tattoos, his blue eyes, his hair, and the tent in his boxers.  "Fuck you're hot." He smirked, "You're not to bad yourself." I laughed. He whispered "Umm... Jack?" I looked up at him as I was kissing him down to his boxers. "Yeah?" He smiled "Is it my turn??" I smirked as he sucked in a quick breath as I palmed him through his boxers. " Yes baby, it's your turn." I pulled down his boxer and grabbed the lube Paul keeps on his bedside table, leaned down and bit his shoulder "Are you ready?" He moaned a lust filled "yes." in response, knowing of his pain kink, I grabbed my belt off the floor, and tied his hands tightly up above his head making him moan loudly. I then quickly lubed my fingers up and stuck one in without any warning hitting his prostate immediately, then I put the second finger in scissoring them sending the moaning man below me into a fit of cusses "Fuck" he said "I'm ready Jack  just go." I laughed darkly "I'm going to make you scream" I sunk my whole length into him at once, not even worried about a condom knowing he is safe,and I began to thrust quickly into him. He pulled tightly on his restraints, causing him to be pleasured by the pain this caused, and pleasured by the pain I just caused him. He let out a scream of my name. I laughed darkly again "Louder!" I said pulling on the belt making it's grip on Paul tighter. He screamed my name even louder, I suddenly grabbed Paul's length and began pumping him fast, he was overcome with all the pleasure happening at once he came almost instantly on our chests. I came shortly after spilling into him for the second time tonight. Paul grabbed a tissue, and leaned up to wipe me off, then he wiped himself off. I pulled out and collapsed next to Paul, both of us out of breath, I reached up and undid my belt from around his wrists, admiring the marks it left on his wrist, and collapsed again.Paul laughed rubbing at his wrists saying "Damn, that was good." as he kissed me. I hummed an "Um hum " in response. I sat up on my elbows, "I worked up an appetite, does your offer of dinner still stand?" He smiled,  "Of course sexy, it's probably cold by now." I shrugged "That's what microwaves are for..." He laughed. "I feel like some wine, what about you??" I laughed "I was just thinking the same thing." We got up, got dressed, and went into the kitchen, Paul warmed up our dinner, and I poured us some wine. Excited to drink down my feelings, because as I looked over at Paul on his tippy- toes trying to reach something on the top shelf,  he looked at me pleading for my help, I couldn't seem to push the thought of how cute he was, and how much I liked having him around out of my head. As I smiled, laughing while reaching up and grabbing the bread sticks effortlessly. I thought to myself what am I doing? I can't like both him and Alex. I walked over to my glass of wine and downed the whole thing pouring myself another with Paul looking at me concerned, I just mumbled "Don't worry, it's my last glass."  Paul smiled " I hope so." What he didn't know was when I get home tonight, There was at least one beer in my fridge calling my name.

Alex's P.O.V.

I drove home, and called Zack, when he finally answered with a "This better be important man, or I may strangle you." I laughed, not scared of his threat, while Zack is ripped as all hell, I knew he would never hurt me, I mean i'm his best friend,.and the guy is just a big softie anyway, unless you make him mad...that's when you need to watch out."Oh come on! You would never!" He laughed. "I might right now, I was busy." I responded lightly "Getting busy with Jenna??" Zack laughed. "I wish,  but sadly I was about to take a cold shower because she is at the store trying  on lingerie, and sending me pictures." I smiled to myself. "Oh.. that's rough man." He laughed. " Yeah.. To make it even more awkward Lexy, I am standing here on the phone with my best friend, with a boner." I spit out my water I just took a sip of, as I waited for a red light. "Dude! You made me get wet." Zack laughed "That's gay Alex." I deadpanned. "No shit, I am gay." Zack just laughed on the other end, "But what time are you guys coming over tonight? I am in severe need of a drink, and I have shit to tell you. Also Tyler is joining us around 9 or so.." I said as I pulled into a spot next to my apartment. "Probably sevenish, and What? He's talking to you again?" Zack said sounding shocked. I smiled "Sweet, See you then!"  I said hanging up hearing Zack scream "Lexy, don't you dare hang up!!" at me angrily, as I unlocked the door to my apartment walking in and slumping on my couch, I grabbed my phone, and set an alarm for 5:30, which gives me an hour to snooze I rolled over and quickly fell asleep     

I woke up to my annoying alarm going off, groaning as I got up and went to the bathroom, and took a shower. Letting my thoughts consume me. How do I feel about Jack?, am I going to win the bet?, and what the fuck is up with Tyler? I just let the water hit me enjoying the heat, I begrudgingly got out, and got dressed, and went into my kitchen throwing two twelve packs into the fridge, grabbing one, while shoveling a couple pieces of cold pizza into my mouth. The reality of the situation is that I HATED being single. When Mitch and I broke up six months ago, I was a wreck. It was like our two year relationship never mattered to him, he just ran off with another guy, a guy I never even met, A guy I don't even know the name of! I have moved on but, I miss waking up too a smiling face, or eating something that doesn't require a microwave, I just miss being loved. God, I sound like a fucking heartbroken annoying teenage girl. Why am I even thinking about him? My thoughts were interrupted by a knock, I left the kitchen taking a sip of my beer as I walked to the door,opening it to see Zack and Jenna. Zack brought me into a bear hug "Hey man, I brought jello shots!!" I highfived him with a "Hell Yeah!" Zack naturally went to my fridge and grabbed a beer for Jenna and himself, then walked into the living room slumping into one of my couches next to Jenna, she has quickly fit in with us so i'm comfortable around her. She smiled  leaning in whispering in her flawless Australian accent, "So tell me all the juicy details." Zack smiled sheepishly. "I had to tell her!" I shake my head as I begin to tell them what happened today.