The fall sounds a lot like a symphony of cries. (A Jalex fanfiction)

I wonder if everything could ever feel this real forever.

Hey loves! Smut last chapter yay or nay? But I think this part is really cute. But chapter title goes to The Foo Fighters. One of my favorites!  :-)  So enjoy,and Happy Readings!

With Love,LJ

Jack's P.O.V

I collapsed next to Alex, agreeing that was probably the best sex ever.(Especially bottoming...) "Wanna shower?" Alex laughed next to me."I'm too tired." I got up, "Fine, but my soap smells really good." Alex opened one eye "How good?" I grinned "It smells like coconut." He laughed "I'm in,just showering though." he warned me, well there goes my giving him head in the shower idea.... "Damn" He  laughed as we climbed into the shower together. 

We finished our shower, found most of our clothes, and put them on. I threw Alex a shirt. "Here ya go." He put it on, he looked really cute in my shirt. "Do you find it unsettling how we are acting so..." He was confused as he was searching for a word... "Natural? Like we've been doing this for years or something." I thought about it "Honestly, i'm terrified."  Alex looked sad. "I wasn't going to go that far.." I laughed at his adorableness "I mean, I am terrified because I really like you Alex, and these feelings are something new to me, and the concept of liking someone for who they are instead of just  liking their body, scares me." Alex frowned"But Jack... We just had sex,  how do I know that your not just saying that? I smiled "Normally I would of waited until you we're drunk, and would of still tried to have sex with you in the shower, along with the fact that I truly meant everything I said, which also scares me." He hugged me and kissed me softly. "Okay." I smiled for real, no fake shit like I have been doing for a while. 

Alex's P.O.V

I was happy he genuinely felt the same way. "Wanna go watch movies?" I smiled "Only if I get to try this guacamole you talk so highly of." He laughed, and grabbed my hand.  "Of course!" He lead me down the hall to his living room "Pick a movie, I'll be right back." He walked into the kitchen as I looked through his movies, trying to find a good one. I grabbed Argo, and put it in, plopping down on the couch. Jack came in with guacamole, and pita chips. "Yes!" He laughed and sat down next to me. We began eating soundlessly as we watched the movie, I've never seen it, but this movie is good from the start. (I am a movie buff..) I sit back, I don't feel right, I want to cuddle with Jack... But I don't want to be too much. Fuck it. He was already sitting with his back against the rest, legs up. So I just slid in between his legs, and leaned back against his chest. I looked up at Jack for assurance that it was okay. He was smiling, and leaned down to kiss me. "Hey Alex?" he said when he pulled away.  I held a finger to his lips, "Shut up! This is the best part!" He laughed and whispered "You're adorable." "Shut up!" I repeated playfully. The part finished and I looked up at him. "Okay,now you can speak."  He laughed, " I am starting over, let's play ten questions."  I shook my head. "Isn't it twenty?" He laughed, "That would take forever." This was true but I just rolled my eyes with an "Okaaayy then." He winked. "Favorite football team?" I laughed "Easy, The Ravens." Jack grinned "I'm glad you agree, umm. First crush?" I laughed. "This is embarrassing, but it was sooo Lance Bass" Jack squealed "Oh my god! he was so dreamy!" I laughed "Right?" He wrinkled his nose thinking."Coming out story?" I frowned. "Umm.." I nervously laughed "The closet gay of my high school outed us, or more specifically me." He frowned "Can I ask what happened?" I smiled "Only if it's question four." He smiled "Deal." I sighed, "Umm... As cliche as this sounds, the other closeted gay in my school was the quarterback. I was a junior, and we were hooking up his senior year, and he wanted to out himself on graduation, so he showed a picture of us kissing he took on the projector for everyone to see and outed us both. Everyone knew it was me because I had pink highlights." Jack shook his head. "Jerk." I laughed "He wanted us to be together, he thought it was romantic." Jack smiled "How'd that work out?" I smiled "It didn't, I apparently broke his heart."Jack sighed "Ohhhh. That's rough." I smiled slightly "Next question please?" He thought for a second "Brownie or cupcake?" I frowned "Don't do this too me." He laughed "You have to answer!" I smiled "Brownie. I guess, that was difficult." Jack laughed. I really like his laugh. "Hobbies?" I smiled "I love music, playing guitar and writing lyrics consume alot of my time, but I am a huge movie buff, and like any other boy, I love video games, Oh!  and comic books. Yeah. I'm a nerd. Judge me!" Jack smiled "That's amazing, i'm in awe right now." I blushed "I'm no one special." Jack brushed my cheek with his thumb "Not true." I kissed him. "Any more questions?" He laughed "I have three left. Umm. Favorite color?" I thought about it "Honestly it changes." He nodded "I can respect that. Who do you admire?" I smiled "A lot of people, my best friend Zack, my dad, my brother, Billie Joe Armstrong,and Mark Hoppus, but the reasons why are all stories for another day. Question ten?" Jack whispered "First love?" I smiled,"Besides music? My ex Mitch.. I thought we were going to grow old together, but he's a jerk so..." Jack kissed me "Alex?" I raised an eyebrow  "Yeah?" He suddenly looked pained,and sweaty "Jack?Are you okay?" I said concerned, moving so I was facing him. "Yeah, I've just never done this.."I cut him off by kissing him. "Done what?" I said in a cheeky tone, making him say it, even though I knew. He glared at me. "You know what." I smiled, and kissed down his neck, and slid my hands up his shirt. "I want to hear you say it Jacky." He gulped "Alex, will y-you be my b-boyfriend?" He stuttered as I bit down on the sensitive spot on his jaw. I stopped "Of course. Now, was that so hard?" He flipped us over "Yes it was asshole! Now you are gonna pay." I giggled as he tickled me "Stop it!" He laughed "Only if you say please." I continued to giggle, but made puppy eyes and put out my lower lip. "Please stop Jack?" He looked at me and stopped "Stop with the eyes!" I winked "I know how to get what I want" Jack leaned down and kissed me. This moment was perfect. I want it to be like this forever.