The Diary of Bellatrix Lestrange

A New Era

September 4

As classes have started again, I've been spending more time with Rouphledus. It's almost like a friendship has formed. I'll never love him like Tom, but it's nice to know that we are on speaking basis. We've take our leave from the Death Eater meetings for school, but it's almost like I can't leave.

Tom has made several horcruxes, and plans to make more soon. To spilt one's soul into pieces is... unnatural. He's tearing himself apart in a sense. I don't think it's healthy, but of course I'm only a follower in his eyes again, that was made quite clear. As he goes and hides these things who knows where, I can't help but wonder why? Does he not want to die? is it a feeling of death oncoming that he has decided to take on this task.

Regulas has decided to join, which I don't condone. He could be killed, and I can't watch me best friend die, because of me. I've pleaded with him to just leave well enough alone, but he won't hear of it. He'll never listen to me. He wants to do this, to help fight of what he believes in. Our pure blood means almost as much to him as it does to his parents, and our family in general. I don't want to see him get hurt.

September 10

Tom,The Dark Lord, called us last night. I couldn't help but go, it just didn't seem natural. As we sat around the table in his family home, Regulas walked inside. The Dark Lord allowed him to join us.

I pleaded with him to not join, to just go. He wouldn't hear any of it, and bit his lip as the dark mark was seared into his flesh. Regulas has always been strong, and he smiled at me as he took his seat beside me. I smiled, remembering the pain I felt, and remembered how I had not been able to withstand it. Even though he is a part of us, I still fear for him. His pride will be the end of him, I can feel it.

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