Tainted Innocence (girlxgirl) COMPLETED (Currently Editing)

34. Care

Sorry, it's my last year of college (woo, Michigan State University), and I already have a lot on my plate on top of working a lot too. 

If you want to follow up on my life, here's my social media...

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Pissed that Adventure Time ended...

Also, I'm super distraught that Mac Miller is dead ): I can't believe it. R.I.P Mac Miller ): 

Anyway, warning for this chapter. The last point of view has sensitive material, so if you're not in a good place in your life right now, I don't recommend reading it. If anyone needs someone to talk to, I'm glad to listen. 

For those that decide to read, I wrote the last point of view with the song Self-Care by Mac Miller on repeat. I recommend you do the same.

enjoy (: 

p.s. this cast list for this book is kicking my butt, why is it so hard???

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Sam's POV

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"Samantha, you've just been cutting up your pancakes and switching its placement with the potatoes for the past fifteen minutes," My uncle called out when he realized I wasn't paying attention to him. "What's wrong?"

He was right. I haven't been my usual self this weekend ever since Cameron came over. She taunted me with way too much information in one night, and I didn't think my mind was strong enough to handle all of this information.

The fact that Cameron kept insisting that she was in love with me troubled my mind to the core. Even if she didn't mean it, I had a feeling that she wasn't going to leave me alone any time soon. The visit the other night also hinted that she didn't quite care about Jordan's blackmail anymore - whatever it was, I had to meet with Jordan again to warn her about it.

In addition to that, I couldn't believe that Cameron nonchalantly confessed about the drugs she switched out with Jordan. It meant that on Halloween, both of us ingested a drug we weren't meant to, therefore ultimately leading to deformed states of mind and body. However, even if the drug was the main push to Jordan's revenge by using me, why did she continue to abuse me for the weeks afterward? Was there still a part of Jordan that I couldn't trust?

And lastly, the comment Cameron let dangle in the air as she left, haunted me to the depths of my heart and soul. I couldn't believe that while Cameron and I were dating, she and Alexis disappeared to her house to have sex, while I was getting raped by Jordan. They both claimed to be my best friends at that time, so how could they do that to me?

How could Alexis withhold that information from me?

I let out a small sigh as I put my utensils down, "I'm just tired, uncle." I looked at my surroundings to see that the restaurant above my uncle's hotel was kind of busy during their brunch time. I decided to spend my Sunday morning and afternoon with my uncle, considering Jason didn't even bat an eye when I tried telling him to come.

His deep voice insisted, "Nothing else bothering you?" he paused, "perhaps a boy?"

I blushed slightly as I took a sip of orange juice. "No, of course not."

His bushy eyebrow rose, "Then perhaps a girl?"

My eyes widened in shock as I almost choked on my orange juice. I had to impolitely spit the remainder in my mouth back in my cup, making me push the backwash away from my dish to indicate I didn't need that anymore. I looked around again to make sure no one was looking, then looked back to my uncle, who was smiling gently at me. "What?" I responded through a harsh whisper, but not wanting to be rude towards my uncle.