When I'm Gone (Janoskian Fanfic)

Chapter 5

Carla’s P.O.V:

As Daniel and I walked into his house, he dumped his keys beside the pot plant. I’d been to Daniel’s house a few times before, but that was only to pick up my brothers. I glanced around the living room, it was neat and tidy. As we walked down the hallway, we past his bedroom and it was the complete opposite. I swear it would have to be worse than Beau’s room. We reached the end of the hallway and walked into a small room with a single bed, wardrobe and an ironing board in it.

‘Well here’s where you’ll be sleeping, sorry it’s not that flash’ Daniel announced

‘Its fine, thank you for this’

‘No worries, call out if you need anything’ Daniel said as he walked out of the room.

I dropped my bag at the end of the bed and sat down, this is the first time since mum and dad died that I have spent a night away from my brothers.

It 11pm and I was lying in bed, I couldn’t sleep once again. I tossed and I turned until I eventually gave up. My mind wouldn’t slow down, it just kept thinking about everything and anything that’s going on in my life. I missed my brothers, they were basically all I had and maybe they kept everything from me for a reason. I started to cry again, hoping that it would help me fall asleep when I heard the door creak open. I knew it was Daniel and tried quickly wiping away my tears.

‘Hey I heard a weird noise coming from in here, are you alright?’

‘Yeah I’m fine’ I sniffed

‘No you’re not’ Daniel said as he turned on the light and looked at me sympathetically

‘Do you want to talk about?’ He asked as he sat down on the other side of the bed

‘I’m fine, this is the first night I’ve been away from my brothers, that’s all’ I said, looking down so Daniel didn’t have to look at my tear stained face. I probably looked terrible.

‘Things will get better, your brothers mean well with everything they do. I guess this time things didn’t turn out the way they’d hoped’   

‘I know that now and I feel bad. I don’t want to fight with them, I can’t stay mad at them forever’ I said as I started to calm down a little bit

‘You should try and get some rest, it’ll do you good’ Daniel said as he stood up

‘Daniel’ I said as I looked up

‘Yeah?’ He turned around

‘Thank you’

‘I’ll always be here for you’ and with that, he turned off the light and walked out.

I rested my head back down on my pillow; it was still damp so I flipped it over to the other side. I felt better after crying and talking about things, I slowly closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.

Beau’s P.O.V:

I felt empty, like a part of me had gone when Carla left. I know she wasn’t gone forever but it’s so different without her around. I walked around the house aimlessly looking for something to do, I wanted to call her but I needed to give her some space. She reminds me so much of mum, not only by the way she looks but by the way she acts and thinks too. I heard my phone ring from my bedroom and I quickly walked into grab it off the bed, I smiled when I saw Carla’s name appear on the screen.

‘Hello’ I answered

‘Beau, how are you?’ Carla asked

‘I’m fine, how are you? How are things at Daniel’s?’

‘I’m okay and yeah they’re good. I just rang to tell you that I’m sorry for..’

‘Don’t be sorry’ I cut her off ‘It’s not your fault, it’s mine I should’ve told you sooner, I didn’t want to lie to you but there was never a right time to tell you the truth. I never wanted to hurt you. Please come home, we all miss you’

‘But I am sorry, I understand that you had your reasons to keep it from me and I don’t want to fight with you. I’m going to stay one more night here and I’ll promise I’ll be home tomorrow.’

‘When you come home, I want us to sit down and talk about everything. Don’t feel like you can’t trust us.’

‘I do trust you boys; I just needed some time on my own’

‘Okay good’ I said

‘I’ve got to go; I’ll talk to you later. Tell the others I’ll be home soon. Love you’

‘I will, love you too’ I ended the call and felt relieved that things were going to be okay between Carla, Jai, Luke and I.

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Sorry for taking ages to update and i'm sorry this is short and boring but I promise it gets better. This chapter was just a filler xo