A Fresh Start - Glee fan fiction (RYDER LYNN/OC) *ON HIATUS*

Here I Go

Turns out after a week or recruiting the glee club got quite a bit of people to try out at the auditions. The group sit in the auditorium to watch but Megan sits a couple rows behind. Since the outburst Marley had towards her, she didn't really feel part of the group and Ryder hasn't been talking to her as much since Jake and him talked. But Megan was ready to prove Marley wrong, as she recruited almost half the people who want to audition.

"Umm, can I talk to you?" Megan looked up for her phone to see Ryder.

"Sure" she says and stands up. She walks to the isle of the auditorium and walks over to Ryder.

"What's up?" She asks.

"Can we talk, in the choir room?" He asks and she nods. Ryder and Megan walk through the corridors in silence. They finally walk into the choir room and Ryder shuts the door behind him.

"Wow, so this is serious. That door is always open" Megan says trying to fill the silence.

"Why? Why did you move here?" He asks, looking at her seriously.

"I told you, my Dad moved here for wo-" But she is interrupted.

"The real reason" Ryder says.

"I told you" she says.

"No, I've been lied to before this year by a girl I thought I knew" Ryder steps closer to Megan. "Tell me the truth, please"

Megan doesn't say anything.

"John, told me" He says. "How, how you were the school slut."

"Ryder-"

"No, don't Ryder me. You lied to me, to think I was falling for this innocent girl"

"Okay, maybe I did tell a couple white lies"

"A couple? Okay, if you are being so honest. Tell me, how many"

"How many what?"

"Don't play dumb with me"

"Two"

"Two? So, you're lying to me again?"

"It was two guys. Two nasty break ups. They were Rumours, Ryder. Nothing but Rumours" she says, putting her hand on his arm.

"What about the condoms?" He asked her.

"I didn't want to get pregnant"

"How long ago since your last break up?"

"7 months. Broke up the day before Valentines day."

"That's harsh."

"Not as harsh as having to move because of an out of date box of condoms" she says and he laughs.

"So, I guess you're not the commitment type" he says and sits down at the piano bench.

"I guess, just not found the right guy who I'm sure wouldn't get sick of me too fast" she says jokingly and sits next to him on the piano bench. She plays a few notes on the piano, that turn into the tune of a song.

Megan:

"I'm not one for fortunes
Or wishing on a star
And I've studied all the stories
And what our chances are
Then my heart starts beating faster
And it makes this disaster worst by far
Still here I go
Oh here I go"

She looks up at Ryder and sees him smiling.

Megan:

"And I know all the motions
The steps to every dance
And I count cards at the table
I never bet on chance
I leave nothing to the Gods
I know all the odds and even so
Still here I go
Oh here I go
Why I don't know
Oh here I go"

Megan gives Ryder a little nod, signalling him to start singing.

Ryder:

"You're not some romantic
You know, that's no surprise"

Megan giggles a bit.

Ryder:

"You're no good at small talk
Or little loving lies"

Megan:

"I'm awkward, ungrateful
And sometimes I'm hateful, as you know"

Both:

"Still here we go
Oh, here we go"

Megan:

"You know deep down, I'm a coward
Afraid to let you in
But the only thing more frightening
Is to say "What might have been?""

Both:

"So here I go
Oh, here I go
And I love you so
So here I go
Oh here I go"

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Song used:

Here I go - If/Then

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