What does she want?

Hell is an understatement

So where should I begin? Living with my dad wasn't so bad. I had freedom he let me do things my mom would consider the devils work. Since he wasn't home much, I had the house to myself. For the first month of the summer I stayed inside and watch movies and read a few books. Which was fine because I'm a home body anyways. Well I was scrolling on Instagram and they were advertising this app called mingle. It was a dating app/friend app. You could do both. Which is cool right? Well I'm downloaded the app looking for friends and maybe a fuck buddy. I never really had sex but I wanted to lose my virginity before school started. So my goal was to go to some parties, get a girl bestfriend and possibly find a man to fuck. Let's just say 2 of 3 things happen.
  So I created my profile. Uploaded the cutest selfie I had and came up with a catchy bio. Which read "drugs, sexy and money we all need that." Well that caught some interesting people attentions. This one girl name Zuri message me. She was pretty with long brown hair, hazel color eyes and luscious pink lips. I instantly thought this would be the girl that will change my  life. Well, she did a lot! She was mixed with black and Asian or what she likes to call blasaian. She was funny, sweet and full of life. The total opposite of me. She is 16 years old but looked 25. We instantly hit it off. After a week of talking and FaceTime we decided to go to the movies. I was so nervous it was like I was going on a date. She was even more perfect in person. She looked like a supermodel and here I am chunky and oddly shaped. Her beauty intimated me. She never once said anything to make me feel like I wasn't pretty.
  After the movies we went back to my house to chill and talk girl stuff. My dad wasn't home so
I decided we could sneak into the liquor cabinet and have a few drinks. We went back to my place and started talking about school, life and boys. She asked me if she could smoke in the house. I didn't want to seem lame so I said sure. She then asked do you smoke. And like a idiot I said yeah all the time. The whole time I'm thinking she was talking about cigarettes. Well I was wrong. She pulled out this little glass bowl looking thing. She then took out some green grass. I've never seen anything like this before. She could tell i was confused. She then said it's weed. Have you not smoked weed before? Again, i lied and said of course I've smoked weed before. She packs the weed into the bowl and lights it to smoke. She passed it to me next and I have no idea what I'm doing. The first hit killed my insides. I coughed for 5 mins straight. I literally thought I was dying. While she is laughing uncontrollably I kept thinking to myself I must be dying. After a few hits I finally understood what to do.
  After 30 minutes of smoking I get this weird feeling. I start seeing things and feeling like my skin was coming alive. I asked her is this normal. She laughs and says no but you'll be fine. When she said that i instantly thought "this bitch trying to kill me." Throughout the rest of the night we talked about all the drugs she has done. Which was a fucking lot! Here's a few: coke, molly, excasty, lots of weed, shrooms and the list goes on. While she was listing all these drugs i kept thinking "wow Bazé you really are desperate for friends cause this shit is what crackheads do." Again i didn't want to seem lame so i agreed like i knew about all these drugs. After coming down from my trip off weed I was able to enjoy my high. Smoking weed was actually pretty good! After tonight I knew I would become a pot head. 
    Later that night she told me not to worry she will change my life forever. Honestly, she did. That night my double life began. She told me we would become the bestest of friends and i believed. Actually she became my other half.