Unforgettable

Chapter 47

*Bri POV*

I was sipping on my coffee, reading my twitter time line as i sat on my bar stool at 8:45 in the morning. I don't know why I'm up so early, I had like six hours of sleep. I finished off my coffee, walking up my stairs and to my room. I walked to my closet and tried to find a bathing suit, debated that I should go to the beach today. I stripped off my clothing and put on my bathing suit. I grabbed my old vans backpack, throwing in my towel, tanning lotion, and my sunglasses.

I jumped ran down my stairs, jumping off the last two as I started humming to a song. I threw my phone and my headphones in my bag, slipping on my sandals and grabbing a bottle of water. I walked out of the back of my house, walking down towards the beach seeing only a couple people here. I went to the surf shop, asking for my board I kept here. They gave it to me and I walked off, setting my stuff down and taking off my shoes.

I grabbed my board, running to the water. I paddled out in the water, waiting for any waves. There wasn't much this morning, so I just sat on my board, looking at the sun rising across the water.

"You come here too?"

I turned my head to see Cameron, making me tense a little. But then again, I didn't do anything. I just nodded my head with a small smile, seeing he looked like Cameron. Not the dark emotionless eyes or the cocky smirk.

"I've been coming here ever since I moved here, it's relaxing.."

I turned my head, seeing a wave about to form. I paddled towards it, turning around and preparing for it. I stood up on my board and rode the wave, my hair flying behind me with a big smile on my face. I jumped off my board, laughing when I came back up. I looked at Cameron and saw him smiling at me with that spark in his eyes, making me smile big at him. He swam towards me with his board, sitting next to me. I got back on my board, looking straight ahead at the beach. I scanned across the few people on the beach and I looked towards my house, seeing Luke walk out and towards the beach. He looked around, walking towards a girl that was sitting near my spot. I watched curiously, seeing him sit behind her and pulling her onto his lap, seeing her gasp and laugh when she sees who it is  He had a smile on his face, making me smile a little but I still felt a small sting.

"You deserve better ya know."

I turned towards Cam, giving him a confused look.

"What do you mean?"

"You don't deserve being hurt all the time. You deserve someone who loves you with all their heart and someone who deserves your love back. Not some random guy you've been fucking with for a couple weeks."

"But it sucks though Cameron. I can fuck with 5 different guys in a week if I wanted to but none of them will be what I want. I can find a guy who is sweet and will do anything for me, it still won't be enough. I can find a guy that is rich and can get me anything, but it still wouldn't be enough. There is only one person who I need in my life, who I want in my life no matter how hard I tell myself I don't. There is only one person who I love so much that sometimes I hate them so much. And it's quit funny actually that I have been telling myself for months now that I don't need that person in my life and I don't love them anymore when in reality I actually need them. I need them because I am not myself anymore. I need them because they keep me sane even though I sometimes want to rip my hair out when I'm with them. I need them because I love them with every fiber in me  And the crazy part about this whole fucking thing is that the person of all of this is you. It's you who is on my mind every day. You whom I love unconditionally. You, Cameron, are that person who I need in my life with all those small unforgettable memories we make. And to sum this whole fucking lecture up is that I really love you Cameron."