Chapter 3 | I'm sorry

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***TRIGGER WARNING***
DEPRESSING TOPICS & SUICIDE


  it is the next day after the success of jericho. simon was nearby an empty home. he was still thinking about what happened that night. he didn't want to see the one that he loved dearly with someone else. he didn't want any of these feelings anymore. he couldn't stand it. simon tried to picture something positive, but all he could think about was markus. he couldn't take it. he snuck behind the house and sat down by some boxes and a pile of snow. he started to cry a lot more than he did. he wanted to stop the pain from in the area that hurt him the most. his heart. simon thought that markus didn't like him anymore due to him not noticing him anymore. he pictured his voice in his mind. "no one here cares." the fictional voice told him. "you were never there." simon clenched his chest. "stop it!" simon told himself. "you know he doesn't like you. but things will change. just shut out these voices!" he kept thinking hard to ignore the thoughts. but the just kept flooding back to him. "i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry" he said in his mind multiple times. he reached down to his heart. "i can't do it." he quietly said out loud. he ripped his heart out of him. the pain stopped. but he slowly started to see things so dark. he blacked out and powered down... 


(sorry this part was so short ree) 

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