Fallen Angel

FOOD I MISSED YOU!

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"Baby girl,why are you running away from me?" his voice was soft and seductive. A strong arm wraps around my waist. "Answer me!".

I try to talk buy nothing comes out. Im frozen, i can't move. I finally get the courage to speak.

"Leave me alone" my voice came out shakey and low failing at being confident.. "Never your mine and always will and you know it. I missed you so much." he whispered in my ear. He put a hand on my cheek and grazed his thumb on my bottom lip. I take the chance and elbow him in the stomach.

"What the hell?!!" he yelled with a confused yet angry look on his face.

I bolted outside and run to my house with my drunk dad siting near the door with a bud light can in his hand and glass bottles shattered everywhere around him.. Well another mess to clean up...

"GET OVER HE-E NOW!" a gruff. Drunk voice screamed.

I hesitated for a moment but slowly took a step closer to arms reach to him.

He grasps my wrist and pulls my stomach and my stomach collides with his knee. Than pushes me away and i fall to the ground with a loud thump. I immediately curl up into a ball.

I feel like crying so hard right now. But dad hates it when i cry and he says im weak when i cry so i try hard not to or the beating will be worse.

"Angel get away from me and go to your room and stay there you disgust me!" he throws a beer bottle in my direction but i doge it.

I immediately run towards my room. Once i get to my room and lock the door i walk to my bathroom that connected to my room..

I slowly raise my hand and flick on the light. I shut my eyes tightly and winced at the pain that shot up my wrist.

I cautiously open my eyes..

I see a girl that's different than the old me. I don't see the brightness  in my bright green eyes like my mom and she rarely now speaks so she doesn't get attention.

  The new me is broken and strong on the inside but can't show it without getting hurt. My eyes and fake smile is now dull and show no emotion.

I have a fresh big purple and blue bruise against my temple.
It looked like a finger painting with only black purples and blues.

My head starts to pound it hurt like hell. I grasp the edge of my red shirt and slowly pull my shirt up. I catch a glimpse of blood and i quickly pull it over my head cautiously so there was not that much pain.

My eyes got big when i saw the outline of my rib cage and faint red marks near my belly button.

I look up and look at my face again. "This will be hard to hid-.." i whispered to myself and i wince again because my mouth was dry and crusted with blood on my lower lip.

I collapse on my knees and ignore the pain it caused. I pushed my back against the wall and some not very ladylike sobs escape my mouth before i could stop them.

I feel a light touch on my forearm.."

I woke up and started painting with sweat poring down my face.
I realize there's a rough yet soft hand on my forearm just like my dream.