destroyed // Matthew Espinosa

Ch. 6

About 10 minutes later matt walked in the door, I ran into his arms and hugged him. It felt so good to be back into his muscular arms. I could hug him all day. I let go and grabbed his hand and dragged him to the pool in my backyard.

"Oh so were going in the pool??" Matt said with a smirk.
"Um ya duh?" I said joking around with him.
"Soo I get to see you in a bikini then..." He winked at me.
"Oh shut up matt" I said and slapped his arm.

We walked upstairs so we could change. I went in my room and he went in my bathroom. I put on my turquoise bikini and matt came out with the American flag swim trunks.
"You know it's not the 4th of July right?" I punched his shoulder.
"Yes jade yes I know that but I like the print." He picked me up like a baby and ran down the stairs. I knew he was gonna throw me in the pool. "STOP MATT DONT U DARE I DONT WANT TO GET MY HAI-" and then he dropped me in the water.

"Matt I told you not too!!!"
"Oh I'm sorry babe" and with that he pulled me underwater and kissed my lips.
"Bet you've never been kissed underwater have ya?" Matt questioned.
"Nope but we just did" I said back.

Me and Matt swam around and then I tanned for a bit until it got tiring and we got out. My mom was gonna be gone for a while so we just decided to order pizza and and chill on my balcony."

*MATTS POV*
The pizza came and we walked upstairs to jades balcony.
We sat down on a few blankets and watched the sunset.
I've noticed jades cuts on her wrist and it bothers me, I want to say something but I don't want her to feel uncomfortable. I just want her to know I'm here for her and I love her a lot.
"Jade I've been meaning to ask you something."
"Yes matt?"
"Well I noticed your wrist-"
"Oh that it's nothing.." She pulled the towel over her wrist and continued to eat.
"Jade..that's not nothing. I just want you to know that I love you so much and you can't do that to yourself because to many people care about you including me. And it hurts me to see that. Please stop, please."
"You don't know what I've been through." Jade told me.
"Then tell me, tell me everything. I just want to be here for you." I said back.
"I hate myself matt, everybody hates me. I'm worthless, no one cares about me. I've always been that girl who's a no one and I don't want too anymore. It's so hard and that's only half the crap I go through." Jade said holding back the tears.
"Jade I care, I love you, your not worthless. I don't want to ever hear that again, I care about you. Sometimes it's better to not be the "popular kid" anyways.. But please stop doing that to yourself, you have me because I care."

"I love you matt. Thank you." Jade said and leaned it and kissed me so passionately.

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