Save me→Lashton (on hold)

Chapter 7

Luke's pov

I wake up by sunlight shining through the blinds. Ugh my head is trobbing from the crying. I look around and realise that I'm not in my own room but in Calum's. I try to sit up but two strong arms keep me down. Looking up I see Ashton holding me close to his chest, how did this happen?

*flashback*  third person's pov

"Mikey you cheated!" the kiwi boy exclaimed. "No you're just terrible at this game." Michael replied, sticking out his tongue. The four of them were in Calum's living room, Cal and Mike playing mario kart while sitting on the floor all their attention on the game. While Ash and Luke were sitting on the small couch watching them, amused. Luke yawned his eyes dropping. "Tired Luke? Want me to take you to Cal's bed?"  Ashton asked making the younger boy nod his head, extremely tired. "Okay then. Cal I'm gonna put Luke in your bed okay?" "Yeah, sure."  he said his eyes not moving from the screen. Ashton picked Luke up bridal style, walking up the stairs. Normally Luke would protest because he thinks he is too fat and that Ashton couldn't hold him but he is too tired and he feels save in Ashton's arms. "Which room is Cal's?" "First on the right." Luke mutters tiredly Ashton walked in the room and put Luke in the bed. He was ready to leave the room but a hand grabbed around his wrist. "S-stay, please?"  the blonde asked shyly. Ashton nodded climbing in the bed with him.

*end of flashback*

Luke's pov

But we were on other sides of the bed, how did this happen?

I slowly pull Ashton's arms off of me and climb out of bed. Just as I'm about to leave the room I hear a husky voice say "Hey Lukey how did you sleep?" A shiver makes his way down my spine from his deep morning voice, it's so hot! And he called me Lukey how cute! Wait, no Luke it's not hot and not cute! Don't think like this, you can't like him! "It was okay." I say quietly looking at the floor. "I'm gonna look for Michael and Calum now." And before he has time to respond, I'm already out the door and walking downstairs.

I chuckle lightly as I find the two of them curled up togheter on the couch, limbs tangled togheter and game consoles still in their hands. I take my phone off the small table where I left it yesterday and see I have a new text from dad, shit..

Dad: Wher r u? Com home rn

Oh no! Crap I'm in some deep shit. he send it at 08:48 that's almost an hour ago! I quickly put on my shoes and leave, I slept in my clothes so I don't have to change. I have no time to wake Calum up and  explain why I'm leaving already so I just try to walk home as fast as possible but my whole body still hurts.

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As soon as I walk through the front door I'm slapped across the cheek. "Where were you, dipshit?" "I-I went away l-like you t-told me too." "Yeah sure blame it all on me little brat!" "B-blame what o-on you?" "Your mom is in the hospital because you weren't here last night." "W-what? What ha-happened to her?" "She had a heartattack idiot! Now go to your room! You're gonna get it tonight!" Slowly I make my way to my room and sit on the bed. My mom is in the hospital? This can't be true! She was the only one in this house who even cared a little about me. This is all my fault I should have been here for her! I'm such a horrible son! I deserve whatever my dad does to me tonight. Then I finally feel the tears flow and I lie down on my bed crying myself to sleep.

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*Monday morning*

I slowly roll out off bed carefull to not let anything get in contact with my chest. My dad hit me harder than normal but he only hits on my chest/back because then nobody will notice. But let's just say I'm happy I'm still alive.

Are you? Wouldn't it be better if you were just dead?

I look around the room but there was noone there, what the fuck? I blink away the tears and start getting ready for school. I have to avoid Stan today, I think as I start my way to school.

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When I get to school Calum is standing by my locker, as always. "Luke where did you go Saturday morning? You had everyone worried." They were worried about me?

Why would they be worried about you? You're just a pain in the ass.

There's that voice again, who the hell is that? "Luke you okay?" Calum waves his hand infront of my face, snapping me out off my thoughts "Huh? Yeah, sorry Cal I really had to go home." "Can you just wake me up next time?" I nodded not wanting to talk about it. Calum opens his mouth to say something but the bell interupts him. We both say our goodbyes and make our way to class. I have Chemistry now and I'm pretty good at that if I say so myself.

You're not good at anything

I look around franticly, am I going nuts? I swear someone keeps talking to me but there is noone around!

I'm in your head you idiot! 

But t-that can't be!

Well it's true and I won't stop till you finally realise how worthless you are and kill yourself.

Trying my best not to cry, I take my seat in the back of the classroom, alone as always.

"Hello class, I've decided to couple you in groups of two to be labpartners for the rest of the year. I already made couples and I won't change them."

The whole class groans and mutters about how it's 'not fair'. I'm just about to panic, Calum's not in this class neither are Michael and Ashton. What if I'm put up with some jock who makes me all the work or a- but my thoughts get interrupted when I hear my name being called.

"Luke and Stan."

I turn around to see Stan looking disgusted at me

this can't be true!

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Omg I'm soooo sorry!! This chapter took like forever!!! Btw pic of Stan at the top/side (he's kinda really hot ^.^)

And btw amnesia! I'm crying it's perfect! ♡_♡

xoxo Pien

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