A Dream Diary

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It's just a short sequence of a dream but it was kinda different than normally. I was walking down a hill, which was also some kind of street. There were people around, that I knew but I didn't even look at them, I just felt their presence.
As I walked down I saw a group of people. At that point I was running, I don't know if I was running from the beginning but I got closer really fast. I focused on one person. Her. She was standing there with loose hair and one of her typical pose, she holds when she's concentrating. She was talking to one of her friends. One of the twins. Maybe both of them, I didn't focus on that either. I just looked at her, her profil was burning into my vision. The air around her was silently buzzing but no one noticed. I came closer and closer and it felt like a part of her was there, which had not been here before. She was as pretty as always. I didn't see her smile, or her mouth at all. I didn't see her eyes either. But she seemed happy anyway.
But when I came so close that she would have to turn around, to look at me, I turned away. And ran. I don't know why. But I ran. It felt like running even more than before. I was still running when I woke up. It's not like I wanted to flee from her, but I just wanted to run away from everyone else. I just wanted to run...

But the irony in this one is strong. I went to the next bigger town. I showed a friend around, since she's not from here. We went almost every where. Including the area where she went partying a lot. Where she practically lived. And it was so loud. Every little thing I saw, screamed her name. Every damn thing. I was lost.