I'm broken inside, and i need help.
i need an outlet to let my feelings out.
this is it, but i can only use it for so many times that it's not starting to help anymore.
im broken and bruised.
im lonely and confused.
i need help but i dont know where to go.
therapy won't help i tried it alreadt
i cant eat my feelings because i never want to eat
i want to hang out with my friends because they're the closet people i have to be but they're also the furthest.
im trying not to be negative but my thoughts get the best of me and makes me feel less of me
im not the person i used to be
i used to have a home but not anymore
home is where the heart is right? but i dont know where my heart is.
my only outlet is to run away and start a new life, but im being held back and it hurts.
i feel like the grip on my wrist is too tight and maybe if i slit it just a bit it will be loose enough for me to escape
but i made a promise i wouldnt damage my skin but what happens if i cant keep my promise will i blame myself then?
im brutally honest and joke about dying everyday, but some times it's not a joke
but if i leave then i create broken hearts. i don't want to be the cause of that so i stick around and deal with the pain... but i just want to be whole again and it's taking so long for me to find something to make me happy.. i try and try but im never happy
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Life and Destruction
AcakJust Read. Warning: Can trigger those with suicidal, depression, and those suffering from mental health.
