i want to feel real pain
i want my stepfather to finally snap and beat me so i have a reason to hate him
i want someone at school to sock me in the face so i can finally transfer
i want my brother to kick me so hard i cry and my mom will finally give me some attention rather than babying him
i want to step out into the road and let myself get hit
i want to induce a coma
i want to feel pain
because im always so numb
YOU ARE READING
while i ache
Randomthis is me *to clarify: its a public journal there is going to be fucking spelling errors, deal with it this isnt me being a fucking attention whore, dont @ me
