im a broken mess. i cant keep relationships or friends. im manipulative and abusive and i cant stop it.
im toxic
i get too jealous and i over think and over react and shit hits the fan.
im shattered, scarred, broken, numb. i wish i could just dissapear. im told that life gets better.. and ive been waiting... but that seems to be a fucking lie.
im so tired all the time. i barely sleep. sometimes i over eat, sometimes i barely eat.
i wish i could be normal
i wish i didn't have so many mental disorders.
YOU ARE READING
while i ache
Casualethis is me *to clarify: its a public journal there is going to be fucking spelling errors, deal with it this isnt me being a fucking attention whore, dont @ me
