im wrong
i need help
i cant help it- and im scared people close to me will call me a freak
but.. it helps me relax.. and live the childhood that was so violently ripped from my grasp before i even had the chance to process it- before i could rationalize what was really happening
...i like to.. color
and.. watch stupid cartoons
and all the basic stuff you read in those poorly written little space books..
i hate it.. but it helps me relax...
YOU ARE READING
while i ache
De Todothis is me *to clarify: its a public journal there is going to be fucking spelling errors, deal with it this isnt me being a fucking attention whore, dont @ me
