for some reason, I have wavering self esteem.
one moment, I'm the biggest narcissistic prick you'd ever meet.
the next, I'm a cauldron of nothing but self deprecation and hate.
I am pretty, and smart, and a reasonable weight with a reasonable body.
but it's not enough. I want to be prettier, smarter, funnier, thinner.
I dunno, I'm just being dumb
YOU ARE READING
while i ache
Sonstigesthis is me *to clarify: its a public journal there is going to be fucking spelling errors, deal with it this isnt me being a fucking attention whore, dont @ me