Lana has troubles that follow her everywhere but the most horrific one is yet to come. So when a man with curly hair and a big ego gives her an ultimatum to block that out will she take the chance and risk breaking a heart in the process?
I was sat at home with my headphones in listening to songs from my laptop whilst writing my songs out when I got a text message from Matty and at first I was a little unsure to look and reply but I eventually decided to do so.
M🍓did you see my comment
L🌹: yeah I did I'm a little busy right now but I'll be over later tonight if that's okay?
M🍓: yeah that's fine I had told google translate what your caption was on your post.
L🌹: aha yeah I thought you might have done that, I am sorry though
M🍓: that's what I want to talk to you about.
L🌹: okay well I'll come round tonight and we can talk about it.
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When I finished texting Matty I walked into my room where I grabbed some clothes that I wanted to wear for the rest of the day.
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When I did get changed I sat back down in my living room and opened up my laptop and was ready to mix some beats together. When I had gotten bored of making music I grabbed my black coat and put on some boots and decided to go out for a little bit, I was about to leave when I got a phone call from my mum so I instantly answered the phone to her with a bright smile on my face little did I know that throughout the harrowing conversation that I was about to have that my smile was going to drop drastically.
"Mum what's wrong?" I asked since I could hear her sobbing. She never told me in so many words but it didn't take long for me the work out what was going to be said and when those two words came out of his mouth; the ones that I had dreaded to hear I couldn't task the pain and confusion so with hung up on my mum and stood in utter confusion for what seemed like a life time as I pondered and thought about that maybe she was wrong but deep down I knew that she wasn't. She's his wife- Well was his wife. I couldn't stay in my flat on my own I had to get out of my home so I decided to take a walk into town, while I was out walking I saw Matty with some girl with long brown hair she was a little taller then he was and undeniably beautiful I thought to myself that he must like models, I walked passed the pair together without paying attention until he called out my name which is when I was forced to turn around and face him.
"What are you doing out? You said you were busy." Matty said to me
"I- um just needed to think." I mumbled as I tried not to cry letting him know what I had just found out.
"Lana are you okay you've gone really pale." Matty said with so much worry and concern, I could barely get my words out to answer so I just nodded but suddenly in the corner of my eye I saw someone who had an identical coat that my dad used to wear when I was younger and I honestly don't know what happened but I turned around and threw up next to a tree.
