The girl I fell in love with

Conflict arises

It has been a week since Lisa and I have been going out and so far things were going awesome I couldn't ask to be anymore happy I had everything I ever wanted and that was Lisa everything will be perfect from now on I told myself, or so I thought...

"Nooooo why ughhhh this sucks I was so far away from it how did it even get me."

"Haha Lisa it's a game, we'll do better next time."

"No I'm not playing anymore."

Lisa looked so cute when she got mad, she crossed her arms and was sitting there looking at me I looked back at her and put my hand on my chin and stared back at my cute angry girlfriend after a couple seconds of staring at each other I could see a smile start to form on her face and that's when I started laughing and she did too but tuned around so I wouldn't see.

Just as she was about to say something jack came over.

"Hey guys what you doing."

Lisa got out of her seat and greeted him with a friendly "hey jack" and smiled at him I said "hey" not in my friendliest voice but not in my mean one either. Jack sat down next to Lisa and they started talking it was a cold night out, I started to put away my TV and video games that were outside and Lisa asked why.

"I don't feel good." I lied

"But Zach I thought we were gonna play some more."

"Maybe tomorrow"

"Well jack was telling me that he wanted to play."

I felt an angry feeling come over me and I thought to myself I don't care what stupid jack wants

"Tomorrow Lisa I'm not feeling good right now."

"Um ok then."

Just as I was coming back from leaving everything inside my house I heard jack tell Lisa something.

"Hey my hands are really cold."

"Really jack."

"Yeah look feel them"

just then jack grabbed Lisa's hands and started holding them in his they looked at each other while they sat there holding each other's hands like they were the ones going out.

"Jack your hands are warm mine are the ones that are cold."

I was furious now what the hell why are they doing that why isn't Lisa pulling her hand away they didn't even notice I was there Lisa wouldn't even look at me.

Finally they let go and I kept looking at Lisa she looked at me and smiled I didn't smile back this time. I was pissed and I think she knew why, she moved away from jack, I went inside I didn't say goodbye to either of them.

I heard the buzz of my phone's vibration and saw that Lisa was messaging me she was asking me what was wrong. I didn't even open my phone I kept it locked watching message after message popping up on the screen I didn't want to talk to her I was really upset.

Finally after about the 15th message I unlocked my phone and opened my texting app. We messaged for a while I told her how I felt about jack and she said that it was nothing.

I accused her of liking him better than me and said everything on my mind I was mad enough to tell her to go with him and to message him and she said no that she liked me and didn't want to message him she wanted to talk to me I was her boyfriend and she cared about me.

I felt like crying I was so angry something was wrong with me I was getting upset over them holding hands I know it doesn't seem like a lot but I just couldn't control my anger and jealousy, I hated jack so much.

Lisa tried to calm me down she said it wasn't worth me getting that mad about that she was sorry and would never do it again, I didn't listen I just kept telling her to leave me alone.

But she didn't she messaged me until I was calm enough to hear her out she had actually calmed me down and was now telling me not to be mad anymore.

I said ok that I wouldn't and we talked some more before I went to sleep I had cried from anger I forgave Lisa but I couldn't stop thinking about what happened.

That was an issue with me I thought to much I overreacted and assumed things even when they seemed crazy.

This would be the beginning of many arguments, all because of my uncontrollable anger and jealousy I honestly could not control these feelings I told myself that I needed to learn to control them Lisa was a beautiful girl and a lot of guys will probably start flirting with her how will I react when that happens I would want to kick their asses every last one of them. I had to find a way to overcome jealousy and aggression or else Lisa would eventually get tired of it and realize that I'm not the right guy for her.

But no matter how many times that happened Lisa never got frustrated with me she never gave up on me, I didn't deserve this girl.

Authors Note:

This story is dedicated to my beautiful girlfriend who I love with all my heart, we may go though some ups and downs sometimes but there's nothing I wouldn't go through with her she means everything to me <3