The girl I fell in love with

Thoughts

"Zach can we talk?"

I read the message with disbelief it was from Lisa but why did she wanna talk she made it clear that she didn't wanna see me again.

"You said we were through what do you wanna talk about?"

"I was mad...."

"Huh?"

"I was really mad at you I didn't mean that I just idk I just said that cause I was angry but I don't wanna break up with you Zach you're my first boyfriend and you're really sweet with me.

I messaged you because I wanted to talk things out and have you explain to me exactly what happened between you and my cousin."

"Nothing happened between me and her and if you're not willing to forget about the things in my past then maybe you're right in breaking up with me."

"Zach stop"

"No Lisa if you're not willing to forget about the mistakes in my past then maybe we shouldn't be together"

She didn't reply for some time after I sent that message, the sadness I had was turned into hate and anger I didn't want to end things with Lisa but what I felt was like nothing I could have ever imagined I was done with that.

Lisa wasn't replying so I decided to go for a walk to ease my mind a bit I took a quick shower and then I change into some black skinny jeans put on a light blue striped v neck shirt slipped on my nikes and I wore my grey beanie I was to tired to do my hair and the puffyness of my eyes wouldn't go away.

As I was heading out I saw the usual kids I always see outside they said what's up Zach looking fresh I just smiled at them and among them was jack, damn did I hate that guy with a passion.

While I was walking down the street I thought about getting a movie that was one thing I could focus on for a good two hours so I checked to see which ones were out the selection was mediocre not many good ones were out I just ended up getting an action one.

I checked my phone and Lisa had replied.

"I understand that's in your past but that's doesn't mean I forgive you."

I didn't reply I watched my movie and took a nap hoping to forget about all the things that had happened for a while.