Ok, pigeons, I'm having a moment.
What makes something touching? Is it goosebumps, the way you smile as your eyes scan across the words, the giggles?
I got a message today saying ObsessiveMe was actually touching... I find this oddly strange. It contains a ton of fuckin swears, terrible stories, and my current situation.
Anyway, thank you to that kind person for hearing me. Really, the only point of this "book" is to be heard. To make sure I don't go unseen, to make sure I don't become a particle.
But I'm not dust. I'm not a statue. I am me. I am unique, and weird as fuck, and do stupid things all the time
No one is nothing. Whatever you are, whoever you are. Even if you are not speaking, you are never EVER silent.
When your being raped, and your own step father covers your mouth and screams shut up to you and you stare back, you are not silent.
When you are sobbing, with blood dripping from your wrists on the bathroom floor, you are not silent.
I am here. I can hear you.
Run. Just be you, run. Let the wind blow through your hair and say to yourself, this is it. This is what I have. The past is the past. The present is the present. But my future, It's not decided yet. That's my choice.
When you are crying when your parents are fighting, you are not silent.
When you can't control yourself, and anxiety takes over, you are not alone.
You are never silent, nor alone. Be free. Run, scream, be heard.
When people say stay strong. You always were strong. There's no going back to something when you weren't ever lacking it.
Strength runs threw your veins.
When you are looking in the mirror putting yourself down, or stepping on that scale reading those numbers.
When you swallow 5 of those pills, and your world spins.
Strength, no matter what you do, nor how you do it. You have the strength.
Don't be strong, don't stay strong, you always were, and you always will be.
I love you pigeons.
Goodnight.
Xoxo
-ObsessiveChildren
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Non-FictionObsessive Me. Yup that's me. *smiles like the derp of a child I am* Ok let's get his straight, I hate people. Like truly people are just fuck tards. They cause so much unneeded shit that I really don't have the time and amount of care for.... Yup t...
