From Rage to Thump [Complete]

Scene 19: Guilty

Double update!! Yey! Luckily I have spare time earlier so I was able to write. Thank you for your continuous support.

The angst.. (>_<)

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Wad woke up feeling dizzy and his head is in pain. He can't really remember what happened but one thing is for sure, he heard Prem's voice just before the accident happened.

"P'Prem!" he yelled when he realized that he needs to check on his senior. The nurse immediately attends to him.

"Please stay still. We need to check your condition." the nurse said.

"How long I'm out? Where is P'Prem?" Wad asked hastily.

"Calm down Nong. Is that the person you were with when you were brought here? He's on the other room."

"Can I see him? How is he?"

The nurse did not respond anymore. Wad's face turned pale, he didn't want to think negatively. The doctor arrived and checked on Wad but the young male can't stop worrying.

After several check-up on him, Wad requested to see his senior. His hand was shaking when he was about to open the door knob of Prem's ward.

"Calm down Wad. He is fine. He is strong." like a chant, Wad kept on repeating those words inside his head.

There, he saw Prem lying on the bed, covered with white blanket. His head got bandages and his right arm has cast on it. That's when Wad breaks down. He fell on his knees upon seeing his senior.

"This is all my fault. If I did my best to be attentive, I would've dragged him into danger again. Why are you there, P?" Wad cried. He looks so devastated taking the blame all on himself.

"The moment I asked you for me to take care of your gear, I also meant to protect the one who owns it."

Wad heard a very familiar voice. He lifts his head up and saw Prem smiling at him though you can see that he was clearly in pain.

"P!" the young lad ran towards the bed side and looked at his senior with wet eyes.

"Did you cry?" Prem smirked. "Whoever thought that the ever snobbish and cold Wad would cry?"

"Let me call the doctor." Wad said ignoring his senior's remark.

Prem was quick enough to grab Wad's arm with his left hand. "Not yet. Let me clear things up."

Wad looked at his senior with sad eyes but complied anyway. He sat down beside the bed. His head was looking down into the floor.

"It's not your fault Wad. Don't you ever dare scare me like that. I almost..." Prem heaved a deep sigh. "I told you before, ALWAYS be careful."

Wad nodded his head. "But, I always put you in difficult and life-threatening situation. That, I can no longer bear."

Prem with a little strength left, ruffled Wad's hair. "Stop being melodramatic. We are both safe, that's what matters."

"But your right arm P."

"Shussh! It'll heal anytime soon, this is because of my bad reflex. Damn, I think I need to train my body more."

Wad only stared at his senior. "I'll get my gear back."

Prem was stunned upon hearing Wad's words. "No." he answered sternly.

"Why?!"

"You will lose it."

"Then, I'll hand it to Kongpob."