I kissed her
they think I only like her
i kissed her
they hate me
I kissed her
I ruined everything
breathing was getting harder and harder as I pace around my room holding sid to me. I gently rub my stuffies ear while trying to catch my breath. Tears trail down my eyes.
I ruined it
A sob left my throat. They probably won't talk to me anymore. Backing against my wall I slide down holding sid close to my face to hide the sobs. Rocking slightly, my head just swirls with thoughts of everything that went wrong or could go wrong consuming me. I don't know how long I was like this before I felt arms wrapped around me.
"baby...shh honey it's ok."
I was lifted up off the floor and carried to another room and laid on the bed. I was laying on top of someone so I buried myself into them. Their scent surrounded me, it was Chloe. Whimpering, I cling tighter to her. I don't want to lose her or any of them. I lifted my head to see Audrey and Beca staring at me with concern and pain. They are both to the right of me and Chloe. Sticking my arm out I cling to Audrey's shirt.
"..n-no go.."
It was probably the most pathetic thing I've ever said in my life.
"Baby we would never leave you...why would you even think that." I felt Chloe hold onto me tighter while beca reached over Audrey to lightly rub my back.
"c-cause I kissed Audrey a-and I liked it b-but I don't like j-u-ust her I like all of you." tears were really falling down at this point. My face was also buried in Chloe's chest so it was mumbled and whimpery.
it was quiet for a bit before Audrey started talking. "Max...honey, Me Chloe and Beca...we're all in a relationship....and we want you to be a part of it...us."
this was the first time I've ever heard her stutter over her words. My heart was pounding in my chest. Sitting up a bit I look at three nervous but hopeful faces. A relationship. With the Three girls that have me going crazy, in a good way.
"we'd be l-like all together?" I hiccupped while trying to wrap my head around it.
"yes sweetheart, Its a serious relationship but just with more than one person...BUT its only with us no one else. you'd be ours and we'd be yours."
Chloe sounded very...possessive when saying I'd be theirs and that warm feeling shot right through my belly. I'd be theirs.
whispering lightly I said, "I want to be yours." The blush was on full effect. I didn't even care. I'm going to be theirs.
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MY three Goddesses
Romancemax is a girl who is socially awkward, smart, and shy. she's 17 she never had her first kiss and never dated anyone because she never was attracted to anyone.....till now when she joins the Bella's and meets three beautiful girls that will change he...
