MY three Goddesses

party?

Within literally a few hours all the Bella's were home. Also with a bunch of other people I didn't really know. Yea I've seen them around the school campus but besides that, I don't really know them. Chloe, Aubrey, and Beca made it this huge deal that I didn't tell them it was my birthday. 

like no one understands just sometimes...you hate that day for yourself

I still don't know how they got this many people here so fast. I didn't even see one of them touch their phones. They all swear they don't know who invited people. Besides Stacie, their show of not knowing it was my birthday was true. In the middle of our argument about it, that's when people started showing up. Groaning, I look throughout my closet. Stacie, who is also in our room with me. Digs through her closet as well. Apperatlly she thinks there's something for me to wear in there as well. 

"How did you even know it was my birthday." Grumbling as I try on a bright red crop top and some tight skinny jeans with holes ripped throughout them that Stacie handed me. 

total not my style but I didn't really want to hurt Stacie's feelings...they actually fit which was super weird. by the smirk, she's giving me this outfit was probably bought just for me. asshole.  now I owe fat Amy 10 bucks...

I fit an outfit Stacie picked from her closet...weirdest bet I've ever done. They deffo set me up.

"Lilly told me the other day when we went out for coffee."

I couldn't tell you how Lilly found out about that. She knew a lot of things about me that she shouldn't. Its like she hides in the shadows of your own mind. A shiver went through me, as always when Lilly is mentioned.  Whatever face i just made Stacie gave me an understanding smirk. 

"you'll get used to her," she shook her head, "Shes also probably the one who invited people for a party"

"she could have asked if I wanted one," I grumble. 

"oh no honey, Lilly loves parties. She probably had this planned for weeks." Stacie chuckles as she grabs her makeup kit.

oh no

After maybe two hours me and stacie finally leave our room. The party has been going on for a little. I could hear the music and loud voices from upstairs the whole time we were getting ready. I can feel my stomach start to do little flips. I've never been invited to any party. Living in the foster system most of the homes I've been in never even knew it was my birthday. This is going to be a long ass night. 

kinda hoping the party gets shut down....

Stacie went off on her own when we got down there. I couldn't really see anyone I knew at that point. The house was filled with people. They were dancing, laughing, and drinking. Everyone seemed to be having a blast. Walking through the waves of people my anxiety starts to go. Blushing I try to make my way to at least one Bella. Then my phone goes off. 

Text from ass face: We wanted to tell you in person but there was no time. I got a job in a different town thats about 8 hours from your college. We'll send you money monthly so you can take care of yourself. We left yesterday. Tommy says he loves you.

Text from ass face: oh happy birthday btw. bye.

My mind starts to spin. I knew this wasn't a joke. They never joke around with me. 

How could they do this. How could they just fucking leave me here, and take tommy away from me.  

My head starts to pound along with the music that was playing. When I noticed a girl handing me a shot. 

"take it girl!" her words were slurred as she smiled at me. 

In that moment I didn't care anymore. I grabbed the shot and downed it. The burning of my throat matched the feeling in my stomach. I couldn't do anything to stop them from going. They already left. 

I felt defeated. 

Which is proably what made me say, "Can you get me another one." 

The girls eyes lit up and I was dragged to the backyard. It was surprisingly decorated. She brings me to our mini outside bar that Fat Amy begged us all to get. Behind the bar was this guy that looked familiar. I think he's name was jesse? he had on this goofy grin. 

"A shot for the birthday girl." her words were again slurred, But did shock me that she knew the party was for me. 

"alright alright coming upppppp," he grabs a mic and shouts in it," B day girllllll doing 5 shot challegeeeeeeee." Everyone starts clapping and cheering me on. I finally was able to see some of the Bella's. Jessa starts pouring the shots as Chloe came up from behind me. 

"You don't have to do this you know." There was worry in her eyes. She's never seen me drink before. I don't think any of the bellas have seen me drink. Looking in her eyes I down the first shot. 

"It is my party." 

Her eyes widened from the amount of sass I held behind those words. I knew this isn't me, but  I didn't care. I hurt right now. Theres no reason for me to ruin all the fun though. Why not just join everyone. Before she could say anything else I downed the rest of the shots. Grabbing Chloes face I gave her one long hard kiss. 

"time to get this party started."