New Band, New Start

Chapter one

Roses POV

Life is hard at the best of times, but moving across the world is such a hard thing to do when you are leaving all your family behind. My 11 years in New Zealand have taught me so many new life skills. Being in New Zealand has given me some of the toughest years of my life. You always have those friends who say they are always there for you to talk to, but as time goes on you drift apart, and you start to feel like you don't belong anymore. That's when memories come back, all the times you were hurt by someone saying something stupid, or by yourself thinking you are worthless and wonder why you are her anymore.

This has been my life for the past 5 years and this has been the hardest and most emotional 5 years of of my life. There has always been one thing thatnhas it me through and that's my music, whether it just be singing in the shower or listening to my favourite band it has helped me release my emotions and let out all my frustrations. The only band that can help me release my unwanted emotions and just focus on the good things in life not the bad is R5. Living in New Zealand has its disadvantages when it comes to going to an R5 tour.

Enough about my weird life story more about me, I am originally from England but New Zealand is home. I have ocean blue eyes and long blonde hair. I have sang in my school productions when I was little and was in the school choirs.

Recently I entered a small competition R5 was holding, what you had to do was send in a small video saying what country you are from and your age name and all that necessary stuff and sing one of their songs, I only entered for a bit of fun. the competition closed a week ago and the winner was supposed to be announced in the next couple of days.

My mom doesn't know I entered and neither does my stepdad, but that's only because I won't win. The only person I did tell was my 'bestfriend' Lucy, she didn't really say much. I have known Lucy since primary school and we have gradually drifted apart, but I still tell her stuff like these little things.

I really want to win the competition and be able to meet the 5 people that stopped my self harm through their music, but I doubt I will. Well I a off to bed cause @rikerR5 just tweeted the competition winner is being announced tomorrow.

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Authors note 🌸

Hey guys this is my first ever story on wattpad so I hope you like it. Comment what you think about it and give your honest opinions.