Give Me A Shot To Remember [Frerard]

7

Franks POV:

(1hourlater)

But if this was the case, if I still loved him, than why and how in the world had I forgotten about him?!

I had so much proof of how close we were from the picture albums and the old notebooks I had gone through. I was so confused and torn by my emotions and the thoughts swirling around inside if me.

And than I remembered "the accident"

It all came back in a hazy fog, so distant yet so close.

I saw me and Gerard, sitting at the top of the slide with our arms around each other, trying to keep warm in the dead if winter.

"fr-fr-Frankie, I know I s-s-said that you can run away with me anytime y-you want, but PLEASE can we just run way in t-the Summertime next time we l-l-le-leave? I'm cold!"

"Stop whining Geeb-bear, I know i-it's c-co-cold b-but we HAD to leave! Those g-guys would've hurt us if we stayed there a-any longer! they may be my mommys friends but t-they're mean,"

"I love you Frankie. I'm s-sowwy th-that they're mean and stuff but can we at least go to m-my house? It's w-warm there and than our te-teeth will stop chat-chattering so much."

"I-I love you too Ger-Gerard. Okay, l-let's go to your house!"

And as we slid down the slide, we were grabbed by someone. Three guys, some of my moms old druggie friends, threw us to the ground. They hit us and Gerard got his head on something. I cried over him and so they kicked me and said "fag kid" and shit like that and I only cried harder. Eventually one of them hit me with a rock or something and I passed out...waking up in an ambulance and barely knowing who the heck I myself was, let alone the other kid was.

That's how he lost his memory

And that's why I forgot about him.

Damn I wish I could take back everything mean I had done and said to him since he got all weird on me. I realize it wasn't his fault for ring like that, it was only his memory trying to remember exactly who I was.

I hope he wakes up soon.

I just hope he's okay.

I just wanna start over with him, and be friends.

Than if that went well, if he could forgive me for causing him to attempting to commit, than... maybe even more than friends? I'm not sure about it but if the fates decide it, than let it be goddammit.

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A/N

Not exactly what I wanted to happen in this chapter but I like it ((and here is where I lie^^hate this so much but yknow first fics always suck ass))

Bye for now my lovelies!

xoGee