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As i pull into the driveway i grab the meat getting out i make my way inside i walking into the kitchen. "So i saw Angel and pops" i sigh they know ive always call there dad pops my mom turns to me sad i smile "its fine mom we talked and everything is ok" i say grabbing water "did you see him?" She frowns i nod my head no " he isnt the ezekiel i remember he came back different we all noticed " she sighs "doesnt matter ama were complete starngers ill survive i have the past two years" i sigh as i hug her " and dad?" I question "the office mija some emergancy" she smiled. Once the foods ready i eat quickly before getting ready for work ive bartended before over the years here and there before working with my dad. I throw on my shorts and tank top and slip on my boots before redoing my smokey eye. I run downstairs kissing my mom goodbye locking up and began driving to the bar as i arrived i see Emily i smile and she sees me i run and hug her tight she was one if the few i kept in touch with "you work here?" I grin "yes im guessing you do too?" I nodded "yay just like old times with my bestfriend so glad your back!" She squeals as we walk inside i follow her to the back putting up my stuff.

Its been a few hours in and nothing much has happen its been busy as it slows down i see a bunch of bikers walk in i notice its angel his eyes go wide and he motions me to the back of the group its him there he stands smiling his smile with his long sleeved shirt he has a bit of facial hair and i frown turning away as they walk in sitting in the corner emily sees me freak out and pulls me to the back. "Here dont ask questions put this wig and hoodie" she smiles "wig?" I question she laughs "second job shhh" i laugh slipping it on then walking out angel laughs loudly and thumbs up i smirk flipping him off. "Emily!" Its his voice "Hey Ez" i frezze she grabs there drinks and shots and takes them out as i clean up behind the bar. Its around one when emily tells me im free to go after hearing all the guys laughing. "That new bartender looks cute" i hear him say "Lets not have you embarrass yourself  Ez " angel laughs and ezekiel responds "Im going to talk to her" angel gets up grabbing him "Dont go scaring her thats when i clock out walking out back before he sees i pass the front door walking with my head down not realizing i run into someone i look up its one of there friends i apologize and look inside big mistake Ezekiels eyes lock mine and he drops his beer running out. I start running as fast as i can not turning back i keep running my blood boiling as tears run down my face.

I stop running as i see the cemetery i make my way to the grave and fall to my knees sobbing loudly re reading the tombstone. The flood of emotions came back and i sobbed once i composed myself  i saw all the flowers and there it was a ying and yang symbol engraved in my tombstone. My fingers ran over it slowly. I let out a deep breath just staring off at nothing feeling my stomach drop. "Jasmine?" His voice whispers i feel my body shake as i stand up i slowly turn to face him sadness over his face. I cross my arms "You died, you died in my arms" he says quietly " Doctors brought me back i woke up and all i heard was that you ran off before they could tell you, i ummm stayed off the grid i was scared that they would come back find me so i fake my death i was being selfish" i bit my lip holding tears "You didnt think to find me and tell me jasmine you were my bestfriend that night watching them do that to you was tourtue i couldnt sleep i hated myself for it knowing what id done" he says sadly "Ez..." i said before he cuts me off "Ezekiel my names Ezekiel only my friends call me Ez" he said coldly and just like that i broke "Ok Ezekiel what about you huh? The promises you whispered to me about looking out for my parents and being there!" I shout "My dads about to lose his firm they gave up everything for me but you... you promised to make sure they were good and you broke it!" I say harshly stepping closer "I came back in hopes to mend my life help my family and instead i come home to this... some asshole who ran away from everything and forgot who he was started turning into something he isnt..." i say coldly as tears leave his eyes "So yeah i guess your right ezekiel we arent friends or bestfriends at it i dont know you at all your not the same guy i thought you were so here keep this" i say sobbing handing him the necklace " maybe one day ill have my ezekiel back till then i want nothing to do with whoever you are..." i say pushing past him only to see more tears leave his eyes "Jaz wait.." he says grabbing my arm goosebumps covering my skin "Sorry only my friends call me jaz" i say coldly before pulling my hand away as i run i just keep running till i reach my car sobbing uncontrollably everyone was right i had no idea who he was not one clue and it broke me down.

Pulling into my driveway quietly making my way upstairs as i removed my makeup showering quickly then crawled into bed letting the darkness surround me. I felt cold and empty and it was the worst feeling i could imagine and their was nothing anyone could do to get me out of it.

I felt my eyes get heavy as i drifted off to sleep...

》Flashback

"I cant wait for Halloween party tonight" i squealed happily through his apartment "I know the halloween party we get to dress up what did you decide?" He smiled as he removed his shirt to shower we just back from his football practice. "Its a surprise" i smirk as he walked to his bathroom.  "See you at the party" i laughed leaving. Once i got home i quickly got ready showering and blow drying my hair as i curled it into bouncy curls apply some makeup i looked way different. I quickly change into my costume what you might ask well i decided to go out of my comfort zone so here i stood dress up as an angel in a tight leather dress that barely covered a little pasted my butt. As emily picked me up her dressed as the devil we made our way to the party. Walking inside i smelt alcohol and beer we made our way into the kitchen grabbing cups and making drinks walking back to the living room there he was leaning against the wall smiling him and angel deep in conversation till his eyes met mind he smiled as i made my way towards them not before two girls wrapped there arms around them i stopped turning to emily she knew i hated it when i was stuck there in my feelings about him crushing on him so she pulled me towards the dancefloor not maybe 10 shots and 5 cups later was a drunk dancing happily. Then in came jax the one guy i could hardly stand mr. Cocky himself i wasnt sure why but i was dancing on him maybe it was the vodka but it didnt last long before Ez came stomping towards me grabbing my wrist i frowned as he pulled me away "Ruining the fun as always ez" jax laughed and there he went punching him square in the face blood gushing out his nose as an angry jax stomped out. He looked at my angry and pulled my up the stairs to a bed room " jaz wtf you know the only want one thing" he sighed and i laughed "just go back to your little girlfriend ez" i said coldly "she isnt my little anything ok" he sighed "who is she then ezekiel?" I smirked "she is angels girls friend i wasnt intrested i pushed her off of me she got mad and left" he laughed coming closer "besides id rather hang with you angel" he smirked looking me up and down "shut up" i laughed as he grabbed my hands pulling me against his chest i froze we were drunk he looked at me softly " what are you doing?" I whispered and he sighed "nothing just had to do that" he said letting me go....

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Waking up i felt a sudden knot in my stomach and i sighed i cant believe this situation im in i just want to disappear maybe i was better off faking my death he seemed happier before he found out...