•Broken•

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I laid in my bed staring at the ceiling debating whether i should call him or go see him. Thing was i was scared maybe it was a mistake and we drank to much i wasn't sure what it was and he hasnt reached out either. I groan  knowing i have to get up i cant moap around all day maybe visiting his dad would be a good idea. Then i could go see my parents a bit to check up, i got up from my bed turning on my shower and taking off my clothes stepping in as i let the hot water hit my skin.

》Flashback

It was late one night my parents where out of town on a business trip for my dad so i was home alone for a few days. I quietly tapped on my laptop as my doorbell rang i got up questioning who would be here at 11 at night. Once i open the door i saw Ezekiel cuts and scraps on his face his clothes full of dirt "what happened ez!?" I said bringing him inside "well i was leaving football practice and well you know i hate when people talk about you" he smirks "So i punched them in the face " he shurgs "Ez you cant do that if they offer you that scholarship you'll be set dont throw it away " i scolded him and he laughed "you should like mom jaz but your right ill behave " he smiles  and i sigh grabbing some medicine for the cuts he has everywhere as i wipe them and applying the ointment he sighs "You are too good for anyone" i laugh shaking my head "I think your the only one who sees me that way" he smiles "Well all the douchebags you date i wouldnt be surprised" he jokes "Guess your right i always pick the wrong ones" i laugh and he chuckles "You need to stop looking let the right one chase you" he sighed and i laughed "yeah right" he frowns "Hey anyone would be stupid not too" he smiles and i shake my head "Nah im good besides i dont wanna deal with all the heartbreak again" i smile "Dont doubt yourself jaz" he smiled once i finished i gave him the good to go. "Home alone?" He questions "Um yeah for a few days" i sigh "Well you can always stay at mine with us so your not alone" he smiles i nod my head "Come on" he says dragging me out the door.

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I quickly dried my body before slipping into some comfy clothes. I made my way to the door but as quickly as i opened it was as quickly as i was thrown back into the floor. Looking up to see my boyfriend Oscar with angry eyes as i tried getting up he quickly charged for me grabbing my hair. "Dont you ever think you can talk to me like that!" He shouts and i laughed "Im not your little bitch you can control" i felt the sting on my skin as he slapped me i quickly clenched my fist punching him in the side to release me as i bolted to run he grabbed my hair pulling me back as his fist came in contact with my face i yelped i was terrified so i did what i could to get out but i was stuck as he hit me all over my body i laid there helpless "Were done" i spat "We are done when i say we are done" he laughed "ill see you soon" he said walking back out leaving me.

As i forced myself to get up pain taking over feeling the dried blood on my face i sobbed. I quickly ran to grab things from my bedroom i couldnt stay here i packed quickly not bother by how horrible i looked as i ran out the apt locking it and getting in my car sobs over taking my body as i drove. Everything hurt how was i gonna explain this to anyone i couldnt go to my parents they worried enough so i drove to the meat market. Parking out back knocking on the door when pops open the door he gasped "Mija what happened?" He said pulling me inside i sobbed "He happened my ex barged in and..." i cried he didnt ask anymore questions as he sat me down "Please dont tell Ezekiel" i frowned he sighed "What are you gonna tell him when he sees you?" Pops said handing me ice "That i fell" i sigh "Doesnt look like you just fell mija " he responds. "Where is he anyway?" I question "The club went on a run they will be back the end of the week" he says getting up "I dont know where to go" i frowned "mija you can stay at the house ok youll be safe there until we can figure it out " he said i nodded sitting there the ice making me numb as pops went back to work i waited i couldnt be seen. i couldn't imagine how nasty i looked.

As the day dragged on i sat there quietly staring into nothing as pops closed up. I met him at the house everything remind me of when we were in highschool as he unlocked the door. "Make yourself at home mija" he smiled as we came inside "You can stay in Ezekiels old room" he said taking my bag down the hall as i looked around i smiled remembering it all. Then i saw moms ashes i sighed if only she was here she would know what to say always joking and brightening up the room. " i miss you" i whispered as i made my way to the living room i sat on the recliner quietly pops walking in with two miller lites i smiled "Just what i needed " i joked and he chuckled as we watched tv in silence it was nice. "Pops do they call?" I sigh and he chuckled "No they kind of just leave and show up" i nodded "I'm gonna wash up pops call it a night" i smiled "Get some sleep mija" he smiled "Thank you again" i smiled and he smiled "We are family we have each other por vida" and with that i said goodnight grabbing his sweats and a tank i walked into the restroom. Looking at myself i sighed my face swollen dry blood covered my check my eye black as i looked at my body bruises covering every inch of my skin i felt tears well up as i stepped in the shower hot water hitting my skin as i sobbed quietly how was i gonna explain this.

After i got out i quickly dried and changed walking back in the room i hadnt noticed but it had everything unmoved. All our old pictures covered the walls i smiled feeling comfort as i slipped into bed i sighed taking in his scent as i clutched the blanket closing my eyes. Drifting off with so many thoughts in my head...