•Broken•

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I knew what i was feeling was wrong but it felt right i just knew it wouldnt work out he had his girlfriend and i was still with mine. Unfourtantly everything was against me and i wanted out sure i was happy to be home but i didnt expect to come back and things feeling the way they felt. My life was pretty great before and i had all the people i cared about and know it was like all the people i cared about moved on.

I was dreading the halloween party now it was at his apartment of course and i had a knot in my stomach. As i did my hair and put on my costume i frowned i wish this feeling would go away i wished things turned out differently. I sighed as i grabbed my keys pulling out of the driveway maybe i should just stay home and hide i thought but then for sure id never hear the end of it.

Pulling up to his driveway i saw a bunch of cars i grabbed my keys and headed inside. Knocking on the door im greeted by Angel "Nice costume" he laughed pointing to me i decided to be a police officer cause why not. I laughed as we walked inside surrounded by people in costumes "here drink up you'll need it" Angel sighs "And why is that?" I smirk looking around. "You get to meet his lady" Angel says scratching his head "Fuck" i whisper he laughs "Yall are friends dont worry but you'll see what i mean" he smirks.

"Ahhh there she is" he nods towards a blonde girl in a nurses outfit but thats not what catches my eye its the fact she looks identical to me. I begin choking on my drink and angel laughs hitting my back "Told you, ive already given hints you'll figure it out" he grins and i chug my cup going into the kitchen to grab more "Here"Angel says handing me a bottle i quickly chug some and fill my cup. "And Ez?" I question "ummm went for more cups i think" he shrugs his shoulder. Just then she approaches us "Whos this angel?" She smiles "Mine and Ez bestfriend Jasmine " angel says wrapping his arm on my shoulder "Oh so your the one that died ez didnt say much but i hear him talk about it with angel" she grins.

I could understand if i was mad or hurt but she pissed me off "How funny cause Ez never mentioned you " i questioned and that when i saw Angel go wide eye pulling me off to the side. "Damn girl who you wanna get killed" he sighed just then Ez walked in and i looked down as he approached us "Baby there you are" she squealed and i rolled my eyes before looking at him waving a quick hi. Angel disappeared  so i did all i could and that was stand againist the wall feeling the urge to pee i made my way to the bathroom not before hearing there voices "She is rude" she groans "She is my bestfriend" Ez sighs "And im your girlfriend Ezekiel whos side are you on?" She says angrily "You can do that it isnt fair" he sighs "Lets go back out" she says and i quickly turn around making my way to were i was standing.

It was around midnight and i was drunk so was everyone else but what surprised me was what happened next. She approached me no angel or Ezekiel in sight "Listen we got off on the wrong foot" she sighs and pauses "But im not gonna have some bitch come in here and disrespect me" and thats when i lost it. "What the fuck did you just say?" I said angrily "I said that he doesnt need you he never did he is happy with me now" she grinned thats when we had the rooms attention and in came ez anf angel. "You think i give a fuck about your opinion" i shout and she gets closer "Your better off dead " she says coldly and before i know it i swing blood splatting on the walls as she charges at me Ez pulling her and Angel picking me up.

My knuckles pulsed as i washed the blood off my hands "this was a huge mistake i should of never came back" i sighed as angel handed me a towel. "You good?" Ez sighs walking into the restroom "Perfect" i whisper then he grabs my hand pulling me out and into his room. "Well she left me" he sighs "Why?" I question "Cause i told her not to talk to you like that" he says sitting down on the bed "What Ez you didnt have to defend me" i say sadly "Im sorry this is my fault i shouldnt of come" i say grabbing the door handle not befor he grabbed my hand "No it wasnt she was being alot lately" he said pausing getting up "I got to thinking about the other night and i need to be honest i wanted to kiss you" he pauses watching me i was speechless "Ez i.." he shakes his head "Thats the thing im not sure why i wanted to but i did" he frowns i stand against the wall no escape as he approachs me i feel my breaths hitch and i see him cup my cheeks as he looks in my eyes. My hands work up his chest and around his neck he roughly places his lips on mine as they move in sync him pulling me closer i forgot where i was i got lost before i knew it he pulled away and headed for the door leaving me there confused. I felt tears well up and i quickly made my way out of the apartment jumping into my car and pulling off not bothering to say goodbye or see where he up and left too i just drove letting the tears run down my face...