love from the stars

CH.5 Sadness

Some people smile because they know
smiling is easier 
then explaining why they're sad...
~Unknown

Gray

I walked in the direction of fiore high I spotted sylvia biking away from her workplace did she decide to take morning shifts or what? I ask myself as I secretly followed behind her I came out casually walking as Sylvia turned staring at me her eyes focused on me walking while she stood holding her bike causing me to stop in my tracks why is Sylvia looking at me like that? does she know I'm stalking her? stop staring Sylvia someone please help why doesn't that blonde appear right now? what was his name? stash? bash? gash? lash? leesh? hmm I think it went with Natsu's name Nash? oh yeah nash appear right now so my daughter would stop I thought "Uh... Mr Fullbuster what are you doing?" nash asks "oh uh... nothing" I replied "really? cause to me it looked like-" "let's go! we'll be late!" I yelled running away with nash towards fiore high.

Sylvia

I sighed sitting down "morning Sylvia" rose greeted I gave her a nod in recognition "I see it's almost that day is it?" she had a frown "yeah with dad back it's hard to keep in the tears" I replied laying my head in my hands she pats my head "I'm here with you sylv" she said "I know but I-" I was cut off by the door bursting open "just made it..." nash and dad said unison "Mr Fullbuster what are you doing here?!" rosemary asks "I'll be your teacher!" dad replied I sighed "whatever" I said as terari sat in front of me "Morning Sylvia" nash greeted "alright class my name is Gray Fullbuster I'll be your teacher" dad introduced "any questions?" a student raised their hand dad nodded at him "are you related to Sylvia?" he asks he was Akira who was the son of lissana and bixslow "well uh... you could say that" he replied "is sylvia your daughter sensei?" Maya asks "yeah she is" dad replied then everyone started asking questions such as "how come we don't see you with her?" "would you approve of me dating your daughter?" I sighed turning to the window looking out the window.
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I walked into the canteen sitting down by a table alone staring down at my lunch playing with it "hey sylv" nash greeted I raised my hand in greeting "hey Sylvia Nash" reiki greeted soon the others came to the table chatting with each other "why aren't you talking?" kris asks "have you become mute or something?" nash asks poking my cheek "nash leave the poor girl alone" rosemary said "say something Sylvia" Nash said  as he continued poking my cheek I sighed "I just have a lot on my plate right now" I said standing up "I just want to be left alone" I walked out of the canteen heading the stairs leading to the school roof.

I swung my feet staring down at them I heard the roof door open "Sylvia?" nash called I decided not to reply as he sighed I heard movement next to me "is something bothering you?" I shook my head "I just want to be alone" I replied "you know it's not good to keep everything bottled up" Nash said "I know..." I said "so wanna talk about it?" he asks "no thanks..." I replied "you can trust me!" he yelled I looked at him "the trust you have is unrequited" I said "Sylvia I apologized to you so many times" he said "nash no matter how many times you apologise I won't be able to forgive or trust you" I said he sighed "I know but I want you to love me again" Nash said looking up at the sky "nash the reason I can't love you is because you hurt me here" I said placing a hand to my heart "it felt like a dagger to my heart and that on my birthday" he looked at me guilt in his jade green eyes as the door creaked open "Sylvia? nash?" dad asks I stood up "wha-" "bye" I said walking out "Sylvia I'm sorry" Nash said "what's wrong Sylvia?" dad asks stopping me at the bottom of the steps "nothing" I replied "you've been down all day" he said "I'm sorry sylvia" nash and dad apologised "I-I didn't know it was your birthday" he said "it's in the past anyway I'm a mere commoner it shouldn't matter to a rich kid like you what goes on in my life" I said turning he grabbed my hand "it does matter to me even if your a lower status then me" he said "it still doesn't change the fact I love you sylvia" I was surprised yet sad "why now? why not then? why do both of you have to come back into my life? why? why you've already broken my heart? I have the stupidest men in my life trying to apologise!" I yelled "when I won't ever be able to forgive them! dad both you and Nash hurt me a lot! why can't you two just leave me alone?! I don't want to see either of you! so both of you just stop! just stop coming after me for forgiveness! I don't and never will forgive you! you've done enough! both of you already hurt me! one by leaving his children to be raised by his wife all alone cause he cheated on her and his family then after she died me and storm are finally pulling through this you decide to come back apologising thinking everything will be ok! the other lied to me and used me to get a stupid girl that was never his cause they ended up breaking up! now he wants me to love him after breaking my heart into a million piece's leaving my brother to pick up the pieces and get me over him! both of you hurt me equally! I'm done with the two of you! I'm just done!" I turned with my teary eyes "gray you're back I see" senpai said as I ran to Laxus-sama heading towards us as I hugged him his body stiffened "sylvia? what's wrong?" he asks as I bury my face into his shirt sobbing he wraps his arm around my back holding the back of my head with the other one.

Laxus

I saw Gray walking in our direction but stopped with a sigh turned back "I'll let you be happy..." he whispered walking away stuffing his hands in his pockets I caught him smiling as nash hesitated to comfort her but I guess he decided against it "I'm truly sorry for not realizing my feelings before..." he whispered kissing her cheek Sylvia's grip tightened as Nash walked past me placing a hand on my shoulder walking away I sighed "Sylvia calm down" I said "I'm scared... I'm scared laxus-sama" she muttered "what just happened?" erza asks confused "I'll explain later" I replied.

Saturday

Nash

I sat at a cafe table with Mr fullbuster "why am I here?" I ask "I need to talk to you" he replied "I'm listening" I said "you see today's sylvia's birthday but she won't let me help her with anything sylvia's ignoring me while storm completely hates me for leaving them all I want to do is celebrate my daughters birthday" Gray said "this concerns me how?" I ask "you need to help me do this" he replied "fine but I need to know the plan" I said "oh yeah I'm going to spend this day with her" he said "great then I'll go get her" I said "thank you so much I'll repay you somehow" he said "yeah yeah whatever" I said walking away.

I found Sylvia at a cemetery I looked at the grave in front of us here lay juvia L.Fullbuster a beloved friend, love and mother from 1784-2014 juvia is this her mothers grave? I placed a hand on sylvia's shoulder as I knelt down beside her she turned crying her heart out her sobs suddenly stopped as she pulled away staring up to my eyes her ocean blue eyes still had tears "it's ok sylvia" I said "Mum she died today on my birthday it's an unfortunate day dad even left us on this day and we broke up on this day" she said turning "I'm so unfortunate sometimes I wish I wasn't born so then others wouldn't be hurt" I moved her bangs out of the way kissing her forehead "your my lucky charm it's not your fault sylvia beside if you weren't born then I would have never been able to call you a fairy" I said she looked up at me her cheeks dusted pink.