letters to hoseok | myg + jhs [√]

『 i am alive 』

i'm so sorry this is not an update. this message has been posted on my conversation on my profile but i just wanted to add this here too.

again,, i am very sorry for not updating my "letters to hoseok" for so long,, i'm currently in the ninth grade,, which in my country is the last year of middle school instead of the the first year of high school. the government released a statement saying that the national exam will be the deciding factor if we pass or not, rawly based on the scores,, which to me sucks some major balls. so i've been studying my ass off and i've just finished my mid terms,, which now the extra lessons start. i've also been keeping up a pretty decent social life and surprisingly i've gotten really close with someone in the span of 2 (two) months and we've just clicked. and that's somehow let me wonder if love stories don't just exist in fantasies and can happen in real life.

i have turned 14 by the way on the 31st of july which is ages ago but i made a promise to myself that i was going to be a better person. and,, being a better person is updating my books more often! my emotional and mental states are going smoothly, i'm happy to say, despite the extra burden of school but my friends keep me going and so do all of you. i had to delete wattpad off my phone bc my parents are homophobic and i would literally die if they found out i had this,, but i'll try to update more and more often.

but my excuses aren't worthy of your forgiveness,, i keep saying that i will update but i never do. i promise i will finish this book before the year ends, and i hope you all will still want to stay. thank you for the reads, votes and comments. i appreciate everything, although i cannot always see it because i can't spend that much time on my phone or laptop. i love you all,, i hope you all can still stay with me.

thank you,,

sincerely,
rainyythoughts