Abandoned

Part 9 - trouble and paradise .

Richard pov

' what liyah ? What more you want me to say , I said I didn't mean to call you amber , I'm sorry Alright we done move on , I'm over that .

' since you're so over then why the hell you call me by her name Richard ? , you wonder why we never get along because you lie too fucking much liyah said "

' you know what I don't got time I'm bout to go , there you gooo run like a little ass boy like you always do . Ya alright '

' I grab my keys and went to my car I don't got time for this shit today , I know I'm wrong for calling her amber but it's slipped she been on my mind lately seeing her Devon , but that my lost .

' I pull up at my best friend house Tasha . She the one that always had my back more than any thing . I call her

Hey bestfriend , hey bestieee Tasha can I come over I need someone to talk to ? Sure you can come in she said , well I'm already at your door I said she start laughing and hung up the phone then I seen her opening the door. "

I got out the car and she running  in hugg me and saidddd bestfriendddd . I miss you much but I have a anti bestfriend she said pushing me , how come you don't come over nmore she said pouting like a lil kid ,.

' I'm sorry Tasha I just been busy , but can we just go inside  it's getting cold , Ya come on . You're hungry ? I don't even why I ask that question fat ass always hungry . I starting laughing and pluck in her head and said shut up .

' so what been going on with you big head ? Mannn just I feel trapped just don't know what to fucking to do , what lil Richard getting caught up ? She said laughing.

' I thought you was supposing helping me not laugh at me , sorry best friend just trying to brighten up the room she said '

' so who you want to be with ? Liyah or amber ? She asked I rubbed my hands thru my head , I took a deep breath  , honestly I won't amber , '

' then why you not going after her , because she with someone else I thought I want liyah but I don't I just miss the sex but I don't really miss her . It just not the same my feelings done change for her don't get me wrong I'll always love her but I just can't really see myself with her '

" then just tell her Richard , tell her how you feel. , stop hiding and running and speak how you feel it'll make things a lot better if you communicate Richard and with not A ATTITUDE she said smart then I look at her from the corner of my eye knowning she right , .

' I don't care about you looking like that she said I mean just speak how you feel have a mature conversation like take her to dinner or something. And talk things over she should understand, so what happen between you and amber ?

I didn't call her for two days I had to clear my head I just didn't know how to tell her I slept with liyah , then when she seen me at the club she told me it's was over because she seen me with you , she thought we was talking I said chuckling '

' then Tasha said you need to get your shit together Richard I thought you was better than that '

' then I look at her , Tasha don't start been all preachy I'm tired of feeling the guilt well mf you gone hear what the hell I got to say '

' you know me better than that , I say how I feel and keep it real with you. . Keep playing with these girls Richard you gone run into the wrong one , .

' that was my cue time to go Alright Tasha I'll catch up with you later , I said toher and then look at her man only if she know how beautiful she is . '

' I'll call you later on , Alright she said then I left .

Amber pov

' lately I haven't been feeling so well I been throwing up alll day nun stop I can't keep nothing on my stomach , I scream Lordd what is wrong with me then I run into the bathroom throwing up .

" then hear I Devon you alright amber he asked , I made you some more soup and he gave me a pregnancy test ? , then I look then he look you need to take your period ain't been on in 2 days I sigh and yeah I'll take it . '

' I took the pregnancy test , I was pacing back and forth I'm not ready for no kid , then I look I was shocked and starting crying , then I straighten myself up and shown Devon the pregnancy his face lighten up .. wait a min so you not mad ? I ask .

' how can I be mad it's takes two too mangle he say , then he kiss my stomach , then I went down stair to break the news to ray ,

' hey ray can I talk to you ? I said playing with finger I tend to do that when I'm nervous , .

' I'm pregnant you gone be uncle he got happy and said yes I'm not the only kid no more ,. Then he kiss my stomach and hey little brother im ready to meet you

' I couldn't do nothing but smile , and I said how you know it's gone be a boy because I can feel like it and beside I don't won't to deal with the menopause because you a enough I pluck him in the forehead and said boy please .

' but hey but no matter what I'll always love you always be my number 1 , so don't feel jealousy when you not getting attention because when this baby get here he/she gone need my full attention I love y'all both equal then he hugg me I know sis you didn't have to tell me that but thanks telling me that any way .

' ok Boo you can get back to your game, then I went upstairs to Devon  , so how you feeling dad I ask

' he smile then he pulled me closer , and I'm feeling good . actually this the best gift I can ask for . So amber when we gone make it official , I want you to be mines now. I smile Im already yours so we official yes dad we are official , then he smile and starting kissing me passionate then I push him because i didn't won't to throw up in his mouth ,

' babe you ok he say walk up pulling my hair back , this is bout to be a long journey he said sigh ya you mightest as well get ready .

Devon pov

I'm soo happy bro , life been going good for a nigga I can't even complain I got to tell my boys , but after this last mission I'm done with this shit I'm not telling amber because I don't won't to put the stress on her  and the baby .

#what y'all think it gone be a boy or girl.  ?

# will Devon gone ever get out the game ?