Tattletale// a person, especially a child, who reveals secrets or informs on others
should I speak or should I not
a million words inside my head
yet I cannot voice them out
promise me you'll listen
and then I'll tell you everything
started 01/08...
why do I always ask for more? you gave me all your love but it wasn't enough for the selfish me/ you shared all your secrets with me but I wanted more, I always wanted more/ you always gave me all you had but I neglected you, instead I asked for more/ you were so warm and comforting, you took four steps to get close to me but I took three back/ after some days, I started wishing for you to leave me, I wanted you to be gone/ those were all lies, I hated how I wanted you but I couldn't say so/ now I miss you to the point that it aches because I know you're gone and won't be back/ I'm just a lost shell of who I used to be, desperately in need of your soft hugs and sweet words/ how I'd do anything to get you back but you're gone far away now, to a place that can't be reached by me/ Smile upon me, will you? I caused you pain yet you loved me, now you cause me pain but I love you more than I ever realised/ now the beautiful you only visits me in my dreams but I'm fine with that, at least you're still here with me/
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