Fated to the Moon and You | TaeKook |

30: Guilt

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Weeks passed but Taehyung still hasn't wake up. Jeongguk always stay by his side everyday. He go to work and train in the morning, and spend his nights reading a book to Taehyung. He also tells his day to Tae, and always plant a soft kiss on the smaller's boy forehead. The pack return to its normal activities. However, Jeongguk has never once meet Hoseok after that incident. They focus on their own world, even though Jeongguk knows it wasn't Hoseok's fault, but Jeongguk can't ignored the anger he felt everytime he remember hoseok's face.

Jeongguk currently lay beside the omega. The omega seems to relax with Jeongguk's presence. He holds the omega's hands and lay rest his head on Taehyung's shoulder. He let out a tired sigh but he hold his lover tight. A tear fall from his eyes, he sniffles but he wipe his tears right away. The beeping sound and Jeongguk sniffles are the only sound coming from the room. Jeongguk look up to see Taehyung's peaceful sleeping face. Oh how bad jeongguk missed Taehyung's eyes. The brown orbs that alays full of curiosity, kindness, and love. He caress his cheek softly...enjoying the omega's soft skin.

"Come back to me Tae...come back to me..." Jeongguk fall asleep without even realize the omega's hand move just a bit to touch Jeongguk's pinky finger.

The door slides in and a tall person comes in and closed the door slowly, not wanting to wake the sleeping Alpha.  He walk closely to the bed and put a small smile looking at the two loverbirds.

"Hi Tae...hyung is sorry not to come sooner. I hope you wake up soon Tae...i miss you, you always so loud but also shy at the same time" He chuckles slowly caress his cheek. Hoseok let out a sigh, relief that he finally can see Taehyung after such a long time.

"Hyung is so sorry Tae....hyung is so sorry..." A tear fall from his eyes, voice shaking because he can't control his breathing. He turned and without glancing back, he closed the door behind him, leaving the room.

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Jimin put the  vase full of flowers on the table next to Taehyung's bed.  He then sit on the chair next to the bed. The chair that Jeongguk must be used everyday to wait for Taehyung. Jimin sigh and stare at the poor boy. It has been 2,5 months. The doctors also have been cleared Taehyung condition, stating that he already out of the woods. So the doctors only can suggest that they wait until Taehyung wake up on his own.

"Hi Tae...umm....i don't know why i come here so often...i guess i just miss you. Everyone misses you Tae, especially Jeongguk" Jimin let out a tired sigh and pull the omega's hands and holds them.

"Jeongguk changed alot....he...how do i say? umm...he's not always around anymore. He always busy with his work, and train until he can't even lift his legs anymore, and then visit you. He never comes to dinner at the pack house anymore too" Jimin play with Taehyung's fingers

"He also...i don't know, he seems so distant and he's not that friendly around other people anymore. And the thing with hoseok hyung...i don't even what happenned with Jisoo and Hoseok hyung...that day hoseok hyung just come back from the pack without her..i guess the only know what happenned with her is just hoseok hyung and the head of Alpha"

"Since then...Jeongguk and hoseok hyung never be in the same room, or when we hang out, jeongguk would just rush here or hoseok hyung go to his own room. Oh..and hyerin...she was kicked out from our pack and i guess she becomes rogue...but we sent warnings to other packs about her...so i guess it will be difficult for her to join any packs..."

Jimin softly poke Taehyung's cheek. "Wake up soon Tae..i guess everyone needs you. I guess once you wake up, everyone will be happy and i hope hoseok hyung and jeongguk can be best friends again"

Jimin kiss his friend's forehead and he go towards the exit room, the glance back at the omega and smiles before he close the door behind him.

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Hoseok lay on the ground and put his hands behind his head as a pillow. He just stares at the clear blue sky. The moment few months ago keeps coming back to his mind:

-Flashback-

Hoseok open and peak his head to the Head Alpha's room. He closed the door and slowly walk to Gong Yoo who smiles at him and stand up.

"You're looking for me Alpha?"

"Yeah, i want to talk to you about something"

Hoseok waits for Gong Yoo to talk, even though he knows what this conversation is going.

"You know why are we here, do you want to start explaining yourself or do i have to ask you?" The tone of Gong Yoo is so soft, without any tension or angriness towards him. Hoseok just shrug and stay silent for a moment. he knows he can't hide what he did because in the end everyone will know.

"If you ask me about Jisoo, i can ensure you that she will be no longer a threat for this pack, or for any other pack" Hoseok's voice is a little bit shaky and without any question, Gong Yoo knew what Hoseok did. He just nodded in understanding.

"I trust you to made any decisions regarding your mate, whatever it was, you know it Hoseok"

"I know Alpha" Hoseok avoids his gaze, even though he know he lost his mate but he can't ignored the painful feeling that linger in his heart and mind. it starting to kills him inside but deep down he knew he should be responsible for this.

"Do i need to be worry about you?" Gong Yoo pats hoseok shoulder,hoseok gives the Alpha his widest smile until his eyes turned into crsecent.

"Everything is fine Alpha, you don't need to worry about--" before he can finish, Gong Yoo pulled Hoseok into a hug and rubs his back soothingly.

"You're not fine. It must be painful to lost your mate. Everyone knows it. You don't need to act strong in front of us, you know it"

Hoseok keep silents as he doesn't want to breakdown in front of the head Alpha. He can't and he won't.

"You might not believe it but i'm fine. The last few weeks were....rough but i managed just fine. You don't need to worry"

"If you say so..." Gong Yoo let go of Hoseok and pat his shoulder.

"Talk to Jeongguk, he is dying to talk to you, i can feel it. He is such a stubborn kid but he loves you"

"I will, don't worry"

I don't think i can

-End of Flashback-

Hoseok was just about to close his eyes when he can hear Jimin is yelling at his name from afar. He sits up and squints his eyes to the small boy who is waving his hands with huge smile on his face. Hoseok chuckles at the sigh, how come he doesn;t realize that Jimin is such a cute person?

"Hyung! Hoseok Hyung!! Tae is awake!! Come on we need to see him!!"

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A/n:

Hi...hope you like the chapter :) Did you guys watch BTS's speech at the UN headquarters? Kim Namjoon is such a charismatic person. His speech was awesome and i'm sure the members are always support him. I'm such a proud fan of BTS and i'll always will.

Hope you have a great day everyone, to those who are in school, fighting! for those who are working, fighting!! for those who are jobseeker, fighting too!! don;t lose hope and believe that everything would be okay!