Saved
I had this dream I could save you
I worked so hard to show you I care
Gave up everything for you
But even now
now that your gone
and that I've learned
Not even the words of a song could save you
I still can't accept
that people who don't want to be saved
can't be saved
because I wanted to save you so badly
but you wouldn't let me
I threw you the rope
but you wouldn't grab it
I grabbed your hand
but you let go
because you listened to the voice in your head
that said you didn't deserve to be saved
so you were untouchable
unaware of the pain you caused when you left
the hurt I carry
but now I understand, I hear the voice too
the voice whispers cruel unimaginable indescribable things
but as cruel as the words are, they are laced with temptation
tempation I cannot turn down
I too am unsavable
because I don't want to be saved
