Confused
I want to
but I cant
why is it when i see you
i get this feeling
i know what it is
but i refuse to let it be true
when i left your
i was done with you
so why is it that when you next to me
all i want to do is go back to how we were
i dont have words to describe this pang in my chest
i wont describe it
it cant be here
it wont be here
I wont allow it
I will push it into oblivion
So i can continue my life of uncaring
my life of unfeeling
and my life without you
even though all you tried to do was be there
i pushed you away
i made you think i didnt want you
when all i was doing was putting up my walls
becasue i cant let you in
i cant let anyone in
never again
