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I no longer know the meaning of time
I am immune to the setting and rising of the sun
I care no more about the name of the month we're in
I still live in the days where you were here
When I laughed and smiled
When I was more than breathing
when I was alive
I sit here on this bed that holds too many memories of us
You are my anchor
And now that you've left
I drift pointlessly through the ocean
Waiting to find you
I got the invitation to you and hers wedding a few months back
That was the only time in years I'd felt anything other than nothing
I surprised myself with the amount of passionate anger I could feel.
The scars on my hand still remain from when I'd dangled the ring you gave me in the fireplace
Its amazing how long someone can simply not feel
I know I will remain in this trance state until you come back
I know you will
You promised me
and even though promises were made to be broken
This one won't be
