Possessive (Punk Michael Clifford)

Chapter 11

  ~ Michael's P.O.V ~

     I just said the three words I never thought would come out of my mouth to anyone, 'I love you' even though she was asleep and might not have heard me, it still makes me anxious that she will judge me for it or.......reject me. I really did mean it when I said it. She's so different from all of the girls I've met. She pisses me off a lot but I still love her. I placed gentle kisses on her neck and she started backing up into my chest. I let out a small chuckle at how adorable she was. It just pisses me off that she gave her virginity to Calum. She is mine not his, it should have been me. I wrapped my arm around Ryder and kissed her nose causing her to shift in her sleep.

     Normally I would be sleeping after sex but for some reason I'm acting like a love struck teenager by running my fingers through her now really curly hair. I looked at the clock and realized it was already 6:54 in the morning. I start sprinkling kisses all over her face trying to wake her up. When I got to her lips I placed mine against hers leaving a passionate kiss causing her to wake up and kiss me back. I pulled her on top of me and she started to lightly grind her hips into mine causing me to let out a throaty moan. I had to stop her now or I knew we would never make it out of this hotel room.

       "I love you too." She mumbled against my lips causing my eyes to open in shock. She heard that? After a few more minutes of kissing I pulled away.

        "Take a shower and get dressed, We're leaving at 9:00." I stated. She quickly got up and headed to the bathroom.

  ~ Eliana's P.O.V ~

     Ashton was rubbing my back and whispering sweet things in my ear, occasionally kissing my cheek. I love him so I know I have to be honest and tell him that the baby most likely isn't his. He was in the middle of talking about baby names but I cut him off by blurting out the one thing he didn't want to hear and I didn't want to say.

      "There is a big chance the baby isn't yours." I looked down immediately after. I could see his jaw tense from the corner off my eye before he let out a deep sigh.

      "I know..." He cut himself off and lifted up my head so I was looking in his beautiful eyes. "but I want to have a child I can call ours. After you give birth I want to try for a baby with you." He looked down before continuing "Only if you want to of course." I pressed my lips to his and climbed on his lap kissing him passionately. After our little make out session we were both left breathless and panting.

      Without warning he lifted me up and carried me to the bed and laid me down. He got in not long after and just pulled me into his chest. We cuddled in a peaceful silence until Ashton broke the silence.

      "I love you no matter what." He placed a gentle kiss to my shoulder

      "I will always love you Ash."

   (Two weeks later)

~ Ryder's P.O.V ~

     We just finished unpacking all of our things into the new house. It is so big and beautiful. Ever since the hotel there has been a lot of tension between Calum and Michael, and Ashton and Luke. Michael tries to keep Ashton away from Luke because every time they are close a huge fight breaks out.

      Me and Eliana are in the middle of cooking dinner when I start feeling nauseous and took off running to the bathroom. I started puking and I felt someone holding back my hair and rubbing my back. Once I finished I stood to my feet and walked over to the sink and brushed my teeth and thanked Eliana for helping.

     As I was walking back to the kitchen to finish dinner I noticed Eliana staring at me.

     "Is something on my face?" She shook her head no and continued making the pasta for dinner. I could still feel her eyes on me but I just ignored it and pretended not to notice. We ended up making chicken Alfredo with a chocolate cake for desert.

      I set the food down in front of everyone and took a seat between Michael and Luke while Eliana took the one between Calum and Ashton. For the first time since the hotel everyone was talking to each other and laughing. But I kept on catching Eliana staring at me causing me to get very uncomfortable. After about ten minutes of being stared at I finally snapped.

       "What in the hell are you staring at?" Everyone stopped laughing and talking and drew their attention to Eliana and I. She looked a little taken back by my out burst but quickly recovered. and mumbled a quiet 'nothing' and tried to continue eating but I spoke again causing her to stop eating and draw her attention back to me.

       "No, tell me what it is because you have been staring at me ever since I got nauseous so now tell me what it is and get it over with because it's annoying me that every time I look up I catch you staring at me like I murdered someone." I angrily spat out. She rolled her eyes before speaking.

       "I think we should talk about this later." I let out a sigh

     "Fine" We all finished eating and Eliana pulled me to the side so we could have a private conversation.

        "When you had sex..... did you use a condom?" I thought about her question and remembered that Michael put on a condom and I'm pretty sure Calum did too.

       "Yes" She gave me an unconvinced look and grabbed my hand dragging me into the living room where all the boys were.

        "Uhm Calum?" Calum's head snapped towards me and Eliana when he heard her call him.

      "Yes?" He asked

   "Umm can you take me and Ryder to the store? We have to pick up a few things for dinner tomorrow." Calum nodded his head and Michael glared at Eliana because she asked Calum instead of him.

      She dragged us out to the car and we quickly headed to the store after a few minutes. I tried to head straight for the produce isle but Eliana grabbed my hand and dragged me to the feminine isle.

      "Why are we in this isle? I have to get some vegetables for tomorrow's dinner." I started to pull away

        "Have you had your period yet?" I shook my head no and she grabbed a pregnancy test.

          "I thought we already established that you are pregnant." She started walking and I followed close behind her

     "It's not for me." I stopped dead in my track. Is she getting that for me? I can't be pregnant, my period comes late a lot. It's nothing new I don't know why she's so worried.

       We quickly got to the register and paid for the item. Once we got home she forced me to go into the bathroom and take the test.

      After I did my business I started to talk to Eliana about Panic at the disco and how much we love them to pass the time until the test gives me my results. After about five minutes I went into the bathroom and looked at the test my eyes widened and I screamed for Eliana. She came running in and grabbed the test.

        "You're pregnant."