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"Apologies are the best remedies, right?"

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Flashback | Ahn Hyerin

Wednesday, 9:43 am

"Is Jimin okay?" Jungkook asked through the phone. I dreaded mornings so much, I'm not a morning person like almost everyone else on earth, but ever since Jungkook and I started dating, I've been looking forward to waking up. He has been sending me good morning messages and the moment I respond, he immediately calls me and asks me how I slept, it's adorable, but hot at the same time since I get to hear his deep raspy morning voice everyday now, and when I say it's hot, it burns.

Speaking of Jimin, the two of us haven't been communicating. I gave him some time alone to think things through. I wouldn't mind if he never wants to see my face again because I'm a dishonest person, but before that happens, I want to be able to apologize, even if it meant that I wouldn't be forgiven.

"..probably not."

"Is he mad at you or the both of us? I tried texting him and he'd reply but his replies are odd and very unlikely of him to answer me like that."

"Jungkook" I heaved a sigh, Hyerin, it's time for you to actually be honest with everyone.
"Meet me at the park in 30.."

Jungkook wore a worried facial expression when he arrived at the spot I told him to meet, "What happened?" he questioned, curiously.

"Listen...you're gonna hate me for this too."
"But I need to be honest with you." I told him.

"Wha?" The boy was clueless, his eyebrows furrowed and all his attention was drawn to me. I gulped, how should I start this?

"J-Jimin," I stuttered.

"He likes me."

"And I did too but I am not attracted to him as much as before. I told him that and he understood. But...he never knew that I liked you at all, and I also didn't inform him about the two of us dating which is the reason why he stormed out of the cafe the other day."

Jungkook's face drops after hearing the old news. I could tell he also cares about how Jimin feels. His face had guilt and concern written all over. And if I'm right, I think he doesn't want to ruin their friendship all because of a girl. Because of a girl like me.

"You're the girl he kept blabbing on about for so long. He never mentioned any names but I had a feeling it would be someone like you."

"I feel bad but, I don't know what he wants me or us to do? Break up because of him? We haven't even told our parents about this yet because everything happened so suddenly"
He's correct. None of us have told our parents about this yet.

Jungkook and I both agreed to tell them in two weeks or so, since right now we just want to get to know each other more and feel more comfortable; to finally get rid of the awkwardness that wrapped around us sometimes. He plans on inviting me over for dinner and I'll try my best to do the same with mine, thought I am quite worried about my parents reaction and behaviour towards my new boyfriend.

"I just feel so bad for lying to him, and you...too." I looked at the boy deeply in the eyes, his hands travel to my cheeks, cupping them gently.
"Hyerin, listen, I understand you. I am not mad, but I think it would have been better if you told him that you liked me beforehand to avoid all of this." 

He's right. I'm a dumbass. Hyerin you're nothing special, why do you have to act like a badass and hurt a boy like that?

Jungkook trails on, "because I really don't like getting into fights with people who mean something to me. Jimin has been another brother figure to me and I'd rather fix all of this now before hatred builds up in his heart and everything worsens."