Never Be The Same. | KTH

01 » August

"August, my favourite month of the year.
Probably because it is my birth month.
Usually I'd spend the whole thirty-one
days with a specific someone, but I don't
think that could ever happen again.
Letting him go pained me, or should I say,
it made me suffer for almost four months.

I knew he loved me, he did make me happy at times, but I could see it in his eyes that he
wasn't quite happy with our relationship.
He never did anything wrong, but I did.
That was letting go of the man of my dreams.

I felt like I trapped him for two whole
years in a prison-like relationship.
He would always be there when I
was craving for his presence, but
I couldn't do the same favour.

Jeon Jungkook was his name, we met
through a mutual friend, and after
hanging out a couple of times,
he asked me out, and I had to say yes.

He fits all of the qualities I look for in a man,
but stupid me had to let the boy I've
been searching for years now, go.
Just like that, he left me. Myself is
the one to blame here. I did love
Jungkook,which is why I set him
free since I couldn't stand seeing
him hide his true feelings around me.
I can't change the past, and no matter how
much I promised myself to stop thinking
about him anymore, I still do.

Jeon Jungkook,
I'm sorry for fucking up, for not letting
you experience true happiness while you
were with me. I'm sorry, and I regret letting
you go just like that, but I thought it would
be for the best, for the both of us. I know you weren't happy with the results, but I did this for the sake of us, for you, even if it meant I'd be the one suffering the most, and still up to this date, I still love you."

♡

Ahn Hyerin struggles getting over her ex even though she was the first to let go. But after kissing that random stranger in the café, will her mind and feelings change?

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Warning: This fan fiction includes mature language and content. I do not own any of the members of Bangtan. This book is simply for entertainment purposes. If this story somehow reminds you of another, I did not copy or was it my intention to, it is most likely coincidental.

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A/N : I've decided to make another ff,
this time, I'm actually going to put a lot
of effort and thought into this, hopefully
it goes well. I'm kinda excited yet nervous at the same time. Anyways, I hope you guys will like this one, it just popped up in my head haha.♡