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05 » One Sided Love

"A one sided love isn't going to last forever, right?"

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Flashback | Ahn Hyerin

10:22 am

"I feel like it's a little too late." I sighed, pursing my lips. I obviously hurt him, he looks uncomfortable and on the verge of tears. Unsure of my next actions, I avoid any eye contact with him which is probably the worst idea ever.

I'm the worst. I'm literally the worst person on the face of this planet.

"I understand. You don't have to feel the same way," he inhales, a tear streaming down his right which was immediately wiped off before it rolled down any further.

I gave him an apologetic look, "I'm sorry. I don't want to hurt you at all. I don't want to do that to you."

"Life isn't always fair." he is right.

"But now I'm just disappointed, why did I fall for you now? We could have been together back then—"

"I never told you though, because I also did not want to loose you so I guess that we're both in the same situation." I interrupt him.

He sighs one last time, "Yeah, I guess."

"I'm flattered that you like me. I really am Jimin, thank you." I gave him a grin, hopefully this will make him feel a little bit better? Probably not.

"I adore you so much Hyerin. You are such a blessing in my life." My heart melts in awe after hearing his kind words, I'm positive that I've never had a guy confess his love to me or told me how much he appreciated me.

"We are still the best of friends, right?" He questions, I nod, smiling sheepishly.
"Of course, I'd die if I lost you."

"Me too." He replies. To be honest, I expected an opposite outcome but I'm glad he understood me clearly and didn't go off on me or anything, I mean, I wouldn't mind since it's painful to go through something like this but Jimin took it like a champ and he looked happier when hearing that we were still friends.

But maybe just maybe if I still had the same strong feelings for him, we'd probably be together right now.

Overall, I'm just happy that no sobs were heard in this room, no one walked out, no one screamed or yelled or anything.

"Let's just forget this happened, I don't want to think much about it, so are you gonna cook me some breakfast or not?" Jimin was back to his old self. I giggled, mumbling a 'Fine.' He smiles at me before I leave the living room.

An hour has passed and now I'm back in my own house. I guess my cooking cheered Jimin up even more, he loved the omelette and toast I made him.

Since it's summer, I'm not sure on what I'm supposed to do. Well, I do have a job but it's a part time job and I have scheduled shifts so I'm not gonna be working for the next two days.

A specific person pops up in my mind, Jungkook.

Maybe he's free? Maybe I should ask him to hang out? But we hung out yesterday, he'd think I like him or something if I keep wanting to see him which in fact I truly do, but not really sure how he feels towards me.