Falling for a Son_ Kozik Fanfic ✔✔completed✔✔

Chapter 4

********Adult language!!! You've been warned*******

Kozik POV

I've been in Tacoma for about three weeks now. I haven't really been able to focus on anything. My mind was always wondering back to Keira, and the fact that I kissed her right before I left. Jax had called to tell me how she went off on Tig after I left. And how she wouldn't eat or talk to anyone. Gemma called about a week ago and told me that she got into Keira's room while she was curled up in her bed sleeping in one of my shirts holding onto the bear I got her. I felt like shit for leaving her. I didn't want to. But I was heading back today. Tig finally agreed to letting me transfer. So I was heading out later today.

I had already packed up my things and sent them to Charming. I was putting my house up for sale. Clay said I could have my room back at the clubhouse until I found a place. I was putting the last of the things in my saddle bags as some of the Tacoma guys came by to say a final farewell.

A couple hours later and I was on the road. The whole time hoping that Keira wouldn't hate me. I tried calling her but she never picked up. I knew I had to face her. But honestly I was afraid.

Keira's POV

I was sitting at the desk in the office. Glass of whiskey in hand. I haven't spoken to anyone. Like at all. I just work, drink, and sleep. Although that is rare too. I've been having nightmares ever since Kozik left. Some about him others about David. Juice still says that David hasn't been able to dig anything up on me. Wayne Unser, a local cop that helps out the club  from time to time, has helped with that too. Sealing certain records to make it harder to find me. He was nice. Didn't even think twice when Clay asked him to do it.

I was lost in thought when Gemma walked in. "Hey baby. How you doing?" She placed a kiss on my head as I shrugged my shoulders. She let out a sigh as she sat down on the couch. I went back to the papers on the desk in front of me. "Baby he's coming back." Again I just shrugged my shoulders. Not really caring anymore. I haven't shown any emotion the past couple weeks. It was easier that way. Gemma sighed again and then got up and left. Going back to the party that was happening across the lot. It was Friday so it was another legendary SOA party, and the fact that Kozik was coming back. I avoided all the parties. Either staying in the office or locking myself in my room.

I saw that it was almost midnight and started to lock up the office. I was about halfway across the lot when a bike pulled in. It was Kozik. I watched as he parked his bike. He got off and took off his helmet. I saw him grab a couple things out of his saddle bags and start walking to the club house. I made my way inside. I grabbed a bottle of whiskey and a bottle of vodka from the bar and went to my room. I made sure to lock the door and prop the desk chair under the handle. No one was going to get in here. Not even him. I sat on the floor in front of my bed. After getting comfy I started drinking. My new normal. I heard a knock at the door but didn't say anything. I just kept drinking. Not caring about anyone, including myself.

Kozik's POV

I parked my bike and saw Keira watching me. But she ducked inside before I got close. She hated me. And I don't blame her. I said hi to the guys as I walked through the clubhouse. Making my way to my old room. I had sat all my shit down on the dresser in the room and walked to Keira's. I knocked at couple times but there was no answer. So I went and grabbed a beer and headed back to my room. I wasn't really in a party mood. I just wanted to talk to her, but I knew now probably wasn't the time.

Keira's POV

I woke up on the floor. Empty liquor bottles by my side, with a splitting headache to match. I got up and took a shower, popping some pain pills after I got out. I grabbed my royal blue lace bra and panties, dark blue skinny jeans, a tight fitting red tank top, and a black, see through, lace t-shirt, along with my favorite pair of black wedges. I threw my hair up in a high pony tail. I put on a little bit of makeup like I normally do and I grabbed my phone. Throwing away the empty bottles as I moved the chair back to the desk and unlocked the door. I glanced down at my phone and saw that it was around 2 p.m.